Epilogue

Everything That Falls
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  { Epilogue }    

Chaerin never saw Jiyong again, not after what she had said to him and what he had said to her.

 

According to the King, General Kwon had been sent away to guard the borders of Jeju Island from pirate invasions, and it was known that he would not be returning anytime soon. When Chaerin heard of this from the King himself, she was pleasantly surprised to find that, although her heart may have skipped a beat at the mere mention of his name, her mind remained empty. Unfazed, Chaerin replied, “Why do you suppose I would care of this, Your Majesty?”

 

Chaerin then pretended not to realize that her husband smiled.

 

The relationship between the King and Chaerin progressed in a better light as time gradually passed. Although the King never forgot how his wife and his general committed adultery together, he had chosen to leave it all behind—after all, General Kwon was no longer in the picture. Occasionally, the King would ask Chaerin if she has ever regretted her decision to abort her baby. And Chaerin would respond without hesitation, that there was no use in regretting, because there was nothing to regret for in the first place.

 

That satisfied the King, and their marriage proceeded on in a usual state purely of business. No love ever blossomed between the two powerful individuals, no matter how much glances they’d stole, or how much smiles they’d exchanged, but everything was at peace.

 

Royal Consort Lady Kim, on the other hand, bore the nation a princess, whom, although she loved dearly, knew that she had disappoint the Empress Dowager. Almost at once, Lord Yi reappeared, after so long of not stepping into the Queen’s residence, upon hearing such delighted news. He had a grin so wide he could barely hide it, much to his daughter’s chagrin.

 

“Do not fail me this time.” Was all he told her. Chaerin wanted very much to tell her father to leave, get out of my sight, but all she could do was to bite down her current predicament, eat her bitterness and swallow her own misery.

 

Regardless, she need not have to worry, for all problems the King have had before this, each passive evenings, seem to have disappeared. Initially, Chaerin wondered what made the King recover from his previous state of cowardice, (was it because there was still no prince for the nation? or…) but realized herself that all along, her question has already been answered.

 

Chaerin conceived again (she vowed to herself that this would be the last). Nine months went by safely.  And this time, the Queen bore a healthy prince for the nation.

 

Chaerin was finally at ease, free from all pressure her father had given her, free from all expectations the Empress Dowager had bestow upon her. She could stand tall again, proud of the name she was carrying, relieved that she has finally fulfilled her birthright duty.

 

When her prince grew up and became six years of age, she found out that General Kwon had return. Coincidentally, or by fate, Chaerin did not know, she met him on the way to visit the Palace’s garden. There was a pause as both of them fought hard not to look at each other in the eye. He bowed his head, as how a servant would bow to his mistress, and stood his ground until Chaerin walked past him.

 

She did not look into his direction.

 

A week later, Chaerin learned that Jiyong had request to formally leave h

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bellagorgish #1
Chapter 5: Send it to KOREAN ENT and make it into real historical drama it will be daebak!!! So tragic OMG!!! Let ji n chae act. I can feel the pain already
babyda91
#2
Chapter 6: Omg..i know this story so sad yet beautiful..but need some 'word' from them .. last word about their feeling & appreciate every moment before they last encounter.. this feeling so hanging & so much regretful. I hope their last & let go without regretful, right to do, wish happy & never forget they hve each other bfore T^T so sad, so unfulfilled
dzrt12 #3
Chapter 6: I'm so shocked but I like your story though
bamthegreat
#4
Chapter 6: OHMY OHMY OHMY I AM TEARING UP NOW ;_____________; HUUUUUUUU
I can somehow relate. That feeling of numbness about a thing you used to care so much for. That you remember it clearly but you cannot, for the life of you, understand why it doesn't touch your heart the way it does before. How before, the mere mention of it could turn your day around; now, it is likened to a gentle breeze in summer---brief, passing, temporary. You cannot feel anything. You cannot even feel the coldness because you, yourself, have felt cold for far too long. Huuuuu


oh my, bb. this is really something. though there are sentences that sound more colloquially modern than medieval, the quality of the fic outshines it. huuu
Chaerin's line about happiness and letting go reminded me of something I believe in. Although mine is kinda different.

In my case, I learned that when we let go, we do not always end up happy. Some, yes; but some others, can't. We just free ourselves of the pain. Absence of pain does not necessarily mean happiness because sometimes when the memory returns, it is just as painful as if it never left in the first place. And sometimes, letting go is absorbing the suffering and misery until we get used to it. We let go of the memory but we are hardened. No longer able to feel suffering at the thought of it---and yet, we also lose the ability to feel genuine happiness. A hardened heart knows no pain but it is only a pure and open heart that can feel happiness.

ANYHOW, BB, as I've said, this fic is really good hasfsakjfnkjsanfka noted as one of my favorite fics from yours. AND TO THINK IT'S NOT EVEN ONE OF OUR MAIN OTPs!!! HAHAHAHA

WHATSAPP FOR MORE DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THIS HAHAHA

LOVE YOU!
bamthegreat
#5
Chapter 5: WUT?! FOR REAL?! THAT IS ALL?! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!?!

/goes to read the epilogue/
bamthegreat
#6
Chapter 4: oh my frckin god this chapter!!!!! ajbfkjsafhknakfsakfajlkfajoiajfla foasjfaijfisajfa KIMMY OHMYGOD KJSAFKJANFKSA THE SUSPENSE SAJFAKFAKJF I COULD FEEL MY HEART DRUMMING AGAINST THE ROOF OF MY CHEST TOO HUUUU OH GOD CHAERIIIIN! NSAKJF

KIMMY BB WOW YOU REALLY OUTDID YOURSELF IN THIS FIC
I love how you wrote the parts where Chaerin was (?) by the King and that which happened between her and Jiyong. I love how you wrote it because it shows how much you've grown as a writer ahfafkafnkaf everything is so perfect. the actions and the events are delivered well to the readers with regal air and subtlety.
bamthegreat
#7
Chapter 3: ohmyfrckngsjdglkdsgkdsag mkglkajgalkjgliajglidajzlknzlknvlknvhngs THAT LAST PART IS SO FLUFFY I CAAAAAAAANT ALKSNFLKAMFLKSAFMLKSAFMASLKFMSA

AND HUUUUU I FEEL BAD FOR CHAERIN ;A; especially that line when she said she is no longer the younger girl that she was huuu that was so sad. because she is no longer "her" but rather mere personification of a role that she must play :((((


PS. IDK WHY BUT JIYONG SOUNDS SO CHILD-LIKE AND INNOCENT AISJFLAJFA IT'S SO CUTE ASJFKSAFKA
bamthegreat
#8
Chapter 2: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I love how you beautifully crafted the story in two time frames. It gives us a background of what has happened and what is currently happening. Huuuu

It's so beautiful; it's like knowing that they have braved the storm and made it but also not knowing whether another storm is coming kanfkjanf the suspense and the drama is there and makes us want to read more kajnfkanfksafn huuu

btw, I am really interested about Jiyong's family. It was implied in the previous chapter that he came from a respectable family---that he is not low-born. aksfkanfk I WANNA KNOW MOAAAAR!
bamthegreat
#9
Chapter 1: OH MY GAWD. I now understand why you said this is the fic you are most proud of. I feel proud to reading the words and knowing that it is you who wrote it. ;____;

kimmy bb, this is so beautiful. T____T I can't even. Huuu. Ugh, it's amazing how when I read it, I can actually picture CL and Jiyong during Joseon times. It's like watching a movie. And this is only the first chapter! Oh my gosh. ;A;

brb reading the next chap
eyes2blues
#10
Chapter 6: AIGOOOOO! That was bittersweet but yes, I love it! I love every part of it! I was hoping for a happier ending but this was not bad. It leaves a lingering feeling... Straight in the kokoro, chica! Ugh! But lovely... Such a lovely story! Kudos for another job well done :3