the real break up...
Break Up Battle
Kyuhyun followed Sungmin as the short guy walked towards their room. "Fine!" Kyuhyun shouted behind his boyfriend.
"You feel jealous about Mimi-sshi. Then what about your boss? Why does he have to treat you to dinner every now
and then? And why does he have to drive you with his flashy car? That's very absurd"
Sungmin find it unbelievable that Kyuhyun is actually throwing back the issue to him. "You know that Boss Siwon is
just nice to me. Stop throwing back the issue to me!"
"Its the same thing!" Kyuhyun shouted. "It's the same thing-" he suddenly grabbed Sungmin in his arms. "Can you stop
walking?! Im talking to you!" he shouted in his lover's face.
It was the first time Sungmin was shouted by Kyuhyun and it really startled him. They've been fighting a lot for
these past days but never did Kyuhyun held him this violently tight and shouted in his face.
They looked at each other and obviously Sungmin looked terrified, Kyuhyun calmed down and lower his voice but
still with the same irritation and disappointment.
"I don't even know why we've been fighting, Sungmin... I don't see the point of this anymore." he said shaking
his head. "I'm feeling tired of this relationship."
"Are you saying you want to break up?" Sungmin asked furiously.
"I didn't mention anything about break ups..." Kyuhyun denied.
"Then what do you mean you're getting tired of this relationship? Isn't it the same?"
"Its not the same, I just said Im getting tired of this relationship where we keep on arguing over a very small
thing that will eventually become a big thing-."
"So you're saying you don't want a break up but you want to get out of this relationship?" Sungmin asked playing
with his words.
"Yah..." Kyuhyun said pointing to him. "I didn't say anything about break ups... stop playing with your words."
"That's what you mean by saying those words!"
"You know what... fine. If you want me to say it fine, Im so tired of fighting with you everyday-"
"So you want to break up?"
"Im not done with my words."
"You keep on saying a lot of things, why don't you just go to the point?!"
"Fine!" Kyuhyun shouted again and suddenly lower down his voice. "just fine..." he said and walked away.
That night, Kyuhyun did not sleep beside him, he chose to sleep in the couch as Sungmin wept on their bedroom.
The next morning, Sungmin is wearing a sunglasses inside the house so as not to show his puffy eyes, he went to the
kitchen to get himself some milk. When he went back to the room, he saw Kyuhyun inside, sleeping.
He looked down and feel upset that this guy is not even feeling sorry for what happened last night. Instead, he
purposely shows that he's ok with the fight and don't mind it at all.
"Kyuhyun-ah..." he called. "Let's settle this once and for all." Kyuhyun still closing his eyes pretending not
to hear anything. Sungmin clearly knows that he's just faking it so he want to finish his speech.
"I've had enough of your childishness..." Sungmin said.
Sungmin closed his eyes hardly and sighed as he said... "That's it... let's just break up. Maybe you really need
to get out of this relationship to feel better."
Sungmin smiled bitterly as he saw no effort from his most beloved guy, he went out of the room and slammed the door.
What he wasn't able to see was the tears that fell from Kyuhyun's eyes the moment he walked away.
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"Kyuhyun-ah..." Kyuhyun just loved it when Sungmin calls him. It's the best part about Sungmin, at one point he's
angry but once he was able to vent it out, he'll be the first one to surrender. "Let's settle this once and for
all." The young guys is trying his best not to smile. 'Sungmin-ah... I, too, am very sorry. Let's not fight anymore.'
he thought.
"I've had enough of your childishness." Kyuhyun suddenly felt heavy and cannot move, even if he wanted to.
"That's it... let's just break up."
In Kyuhyun's mind, he's protesting a lot, he wanted to stop Sungmin right then and there, but he chose not to lower down
his guard so as to show his boyfriend that it's ok with him.
When he was sure that Sungmin was out of the room, the tears that wanted to come out rolled freely even with his
eyes closed.
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