Finally

Mmmmmm… I miss you, my girl…
Oh… Yeah!~
*Finally, when I realized…
That the hardest part was leaving you behind, and…
Honestly, would you forgive me?
If I let go, I want you to know…
(Finally…) Even though we broke up…
(Finally…) Even if it hurts so much…
(Finally…) I just want you to move on.
(You know I'll love ya' even when I'm gone.)
Don't know why my heart keeps forgetting
The only reason why I was living.
I wanted you with me,
But even I could see
That we weren't meant to be.
You tried your best to tell me you were willing
To give up everything for me completely.
I knew that I couldn't do it,
So in the end, I told you this…

So you gave me your heart…
(You gave me everything.)
I tore it apart. I did… I did…
Didn't treat you right and I made you cry.
I couldn't love you if I wanted to.
You know I had to…
I had to check myself before I wrecked myself.
Lying here, I'm crying, trying to find my place.
Days begin to pass behind me…
I see you smiling…
I know you’re trying…

When I said goodbye...
You will find a guy who will love you right.
My wish tonight…
For you to be alright.
The day I went away (Oh~), you said that I should stay (Oh~),
And every day I prayed that you would find someone someday.
I’m sorry, ma (Sorry…), thought that we should break it off (My baby~),
'Cause I knew that we would fall apart,
And break each other's heart, but I…
(Can't stop thinking about you…)
You know I can’t stop…
(Can't stop thinking about you…)
And I won't stop.
I dreamed a dream that you and me were finally free
From all the pain and misery. It became reality like…
(My baby~)
Finally, when I realized… (Whoa~)
That the hardest part was leaving you behind, and…
Honestly, would you forgive me? (Would you forgive me?)
If I let go, I want you to know… (If I let go~)
(Finally…) Even though we broke up… (I want you to know~)
(Finally…) Even if it hurts so much… (Oh~ Whoa~)
(Finally…) I just want you to move on. (Na~ Ooooh~)
(You know I’ll love ya' even when I’m gone.)

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Finally

Kevin’s POV

“Please don’t go,” she pleaded, holding my arm.

“Let go.” I ordered in a strained voice. I’m sorry.

“Please don’t leave.”

“Goodbye,” I gently shook off her hands. I have to let you go, I’m sorry.

I turned my back towards her and began to walk away, leaving her behind.

“Oppa! I thought you said you loved me!” I do that’s why I’m leaving you.

I continued to walk down the silent path. I put my hat on and mask to disguise myself.

“What-what about our promise, didn’t you say we would always be together?” She cried out.

Every plead, every call she made, made it harder and harder for me to leave. I began to run as I felt tears threatening to come out. I couldn’t cry, not when I had finally let her go.

“Goodbye,” I whispered, “I love you,”

If only our love could’ve lasted. If only we didn’t have to part. If only I wasn’t Kevin. If only. I soon arrived at my dorm. I stood at the door silently, wiping away the tears which blemished my milky skin. You did it Kevin, you let her go.

“Kevin hyung?” the group maknae opened the door and welcomed me.

“Ah, Dongho-ah,” I smiled wiping the rest of my tears away.

I walked into the dorm slowly as Dongho followed.

“Hyung, are you okay?”

I simply nodded and continued walking into my room. I closed the door as I entered. I assume Dongho decided to leave me alone because I could hear Kiseop hyung yelling at him about stealing his food or something.

Walking towards my comforting bet I plummeted onto its surfaces, wrapping myself in the blankets. Sigh, I had done it. I had broken up with her. She will live a happier life… without me. I suddenly heard a gentle knock which was slightly muffled because of my blanket which wrapped me.

“Kevin, can I come in?” I heard Xander hyungs’s voice from behind the door.

“Oh, sure come in hyung.”

He came in and sat beside me.

“Are you alright? Dongho said that you were crying.”

“Umm… I… well…” I suddenly burst into another fit of tears as memories came flushing into my mind. Alexander got me to sit up and patted my head.

“Do you want to tell me about it?”

“We-well… I broke up with her,”

“Why? What happened?”

“Manager hyung said I had to. He said that I wouldn’t be able to spend time with her anyway and that it could be bad for the group.”

Alexander simply nodded, as an indication to keep on talking.

“And… well so I broke up with her. I let her go. But it hurts,” I said pointing to my heart, “It hurts.”

“I… I guess you did the right thing… Maybe letting her go was hard but you did it, you did it.”He pulled me into a hug and comforted me.

“She’ll live better right? She’ll find a better man for her; he will love her, hug her and be there for her.  She will be happy, as long as she’s not with me, she can have a simple, sweet romance just not with me.”

“Yeah… but then again you can’t really be counted as a man can you?” Alexander hyung teased me, attempting to lighten the mood.

“Hey! What’s that supposed to mean?” I hit him gently as a smile unconsciously appeared on my face.

“There we go! Smiling Kevin is always better!”

“Ahaha, thanks hyung,”

“Welcome, so do you want to go and eat?”

“Nah, it’s ok. I think I might just sit in here for a while.”

“Ok sure I guess… but we have cake so don’t blame me it Dongho and I eat it all~”

“Yah! Leave some for me!”

He left the room chuckling. I hope that meant that he would leave some.I lay back down on my bed and looked at the ceiling. Closing my eyes I knew that what I did today was right. This pain won’t last, but our happiness will. Sorry and thank you for your love.

You will find a guy who will love you right.
My wish tonight…
For you to be alright.

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simply_u here again!

thought i should update before i went to sleep :3 (almost midnight)

I hope you enjoyed it and that it wasnt to sad?

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