October

Hyungjun:*sitting in front of the window looking out eyes red teary and puffy*

JungMin:*peaks through the room sighs looks down*

November

Hyungjun:*sitting in front of the window looking out blank expression*

Kyujong:*cleaning the front yard of the house*

Hyunjoong

You've dissapeared like everything else who else can i talk to and lost 

December 

Hyunjoong:*sitting in front of the window looking out heart still breaking*

Youngsaeng:*building a snowman smiling*

When you left you took everything with you but the absence of you is everywhere i look

Hyungjun:*looking out the window stands up immediately*Joongie

Youngsaeng:*laughing talking with neighboors*

Hyungjun:*lips trembles covers his face*

Kyujong:*checks in the room again sighs looks down*

 Hyungjun:*sitting on the couch in the living room knees to her chest tears falling*

JungMin:*looks at him sighs looks down*

Its like a huge hole has been punched through my heart 

Hyungjun:*screaming in his sleep punching the bed*

JungMin:*rushes in the room*Junnie junnie

Hyungjun:Huh *breathing heavily tears in his eyes*

JungMin Youngsaeng and Kyujong:*talking smiling at the dinner table*

Hyungjun:*in the patio looking at the rain fall*

Youngsaeng:*looks over sighs*

Hyungjun:*screaming in his sleep again*

JungMin:*gets up from his bed sighs covers his face*

But it in a way im glad its the only reminder i have that we were real and that im not willing to let go of you yet..whenever you come back i will be waiting for you 

Hyungjun:*sends the email sent failure takes a deep breath*

JungMin:*walks over to him in the living room*Hyungjun

Hyungjun:*lknees to his chest looking down*Jungminnie im fine

JungMin:Were worried about you i mean you only come out of the room only two showered work and eat and you rarely touch your food *sighs sits on the couch*

Hyungjun:Dont worry about me im just fine *sighs*

Youngsaeng:Junnie huh i hate to say this but joongie isn-*gets cut off*

Hyungjun:Dont I dont wanna hear it *stands up looks at them*

Kyujong:*sighs*Junnie thats the problem you dont wanna talk about hyunjoong you dont wanna face the truth i know it hurts just cry scream anything to let it out

Hyungjun:*sighs*Why if i cry will hyunjoongie come back to me of course not so if i dont cry atleast i can say i dont have a problem 

Youngsaeng:*looks down sighs*

Hyungjun:That joongie is somewhere here in seoul taking good care of himself and that he's waiting for me and if theres no chance then i have no reason to wake up in the morning anymore *tears in his eyes*

Kyujong:*tears in his eyes*

Hyunjoong:There is no happiness in my life because hyunjoong is my life *walks up the stairs*

Youngsaeng:*sighs looks down*

In The Bedroom

Hyungjun:*sees hyunjoongs favorite guitar grabs it starts playing it*

Hyunjoong:*sitting next to him on the bed playing it*

Hyungjun:Babe *tears fill in his eyes holding it close to him*

Hyunjoong:*just playing the guitar looking at him*

Hyungjun:I love you so much nothing will change your my everything *about to reach and grab his hand*

Hyunjoong:*fades away*

Hyungjun:*crying hard hugging the guitar*

Hyunjoong:*car parked in the driveway looking out at hyungjun and his bedroom watching the light*

Hyungjun:*sighs looks out the window again screams*Please come back to me 

Hyunjoong:*heart breaks looks down*

Hyungjun:I need you hyunjoong just please come back to me *crying*

Hyunjoong:*tears roll down his cheeks*

Driver:Sir should we get going *in the drivers seat*

Hyunjoong:Just a few more minutes *sighs eyes closed*

Hyungjun:*sighs turns off the lights in the bedroom lays on hyunjoong's side holding his pillow close to him*

JungMin:*takes our the trash eyes widen as he sees hyunjoong in a car slowly walking over to it*Hyunjoongie 

Hyunjoong:*sees the light go off doesnt notice jungmin takes a deep breath*

JungMin:Hyunjoongie *smiles walks fast to the car*

Hyunjoong:We can leave now *leans his head on the headrest tears falling*

Driver:*drives off*

JungMin:**about to run after it confused calls someone*Ya i need help to find someone

???:Who is that 

JungMin:Leader Hyunjoong i need to see him please find him as quick as possible 

???:Will do sir *hangs up the phone*

JungMin:*watching the car driving off*Leader were not letting you get away...were forever as one your not going down alone i dont care if it cost our careers im not losing a family member...junnie is lifelss without you im not letting you guys end like this as well