Ravi POV

After the meeting with the CEO we were allowed to head back to the dorm in order to pack since we would be leaving early tomorrow morning. Once we arrived I could feel that everyone was on edge, especially N, Leo, Ken, and Hongbin. All of us went to our rooms and started packing, I just got done packing my stuff when Hyuk entered my room.

"Hey Hyuk what's up?" I asked him.

"Nothing it's just that do you think going to America is going to change anything? I'm not sure if those hyungs will change thier attitude towards N hyung and plus well N change?" Hyuk said leaning against the wall, I walked up to him placed my hand on his shoulder, " I don't know what'll happen but I hope they do change for the good of the team. And you never know maybe America is just the thing we need for them to change. Now go get some sleep we have to wake up at 1 am and it's 7 right now so we might as well get some sleep."

With that Hyuk smiled and left, I on the other had just sat on the floor and took out my I-pod and put my earbuds in. I let the music sooth me and my mind wondered back to the day that I stopped hating N hyung...

I was in the dance studio trying to perfect the choreo of Eternity, all the members had already left but I decided to stay behind I noticed that I was lacking in the dance and I wanted to perfect it . I didn't want to be the member to hold everyone back. I was drinking from my water bottle when I recived a text from my parents "Ravi your sister is really sick and we have to take her to the hospital immediately."

Once I read that I called them and they told me that my sister had been complaing of a stomach ache and they said that they thought if they waited a bit it would go away but when they saw that it didn't they finally decided to go to the hospital.I asked them what hospital they're going to and they told me but they said not to worry and then they hung up.

I backed up to the wall and just slid down it with my head in my hands and I started crying. My sister means a lot to me she helped me realize my dream and I have a feeling that she needs me, but what can I do? Even though the CEO is nice we still have our comeback to prepare for and I can get in trouble if I just ran off. I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice N hyung come in until he put a hand to my shoulder and shook it.

"What do you want?" I asked as I quickly wiped off my tears. N-hyung just stared at me and that got me annoyed until he said, "What happened?"

For some reason when he said that I felt like I just had to tell him, and it surprised me that I was even telling him what was happening to me. I mean what can a dirty trash like him do to help me? But he just stood there and once I was done telling him what happened, he grabbed my hand and started pulling me out of the buliding. I kept struggling so he could let me go but he wouldn't. Once we were out he stopped a taxi and he pushed me inside and then he got in too. I had no idea what he was doing until he told the taxi driver to drive to the hospital were my parents took my sister.

"Why are you taking me there? And why are you helping me?" I asked. He stared at me and simply said, "Because I know you want to be with your family right now."

Once we got there I asked the lady at the desk where my sister was and once she told me I immediatly went there with N following from behind. Once we got to my sisters room I went in and when I saw her I hugged her and told her that I was so sorry that I couldn't get here sooner. She told me that it was alright she didn't want me to worry about her, and then she looked at N hyung and smiled. My sister unlike me and my parents had no problem with people of different skin color, so when she saw N hyung she smiled brightly and said if she could take a picture with him, he nodded and she grabbed her phone and they both posed for the camera.

When I asked her where my parents were she said that they went to talk to the doctor. "So how have you been lately? How's school?" I asked her. She told me that once the girls at school found out that I was her brother they tried to befriend her so that they could meet me and the other members. "I'm sorry," I told her but she grabbed my hand and said. "Don't be if anything you becoming famous let me know who my true friends were and who weren't. And don't worry I still have my friends Jaerin and Sora they help protect me." She laughed while remembering a funny memory, "Those girls scare off anyone who tries to befriend me for selfish reasons."

I was so happy that she had friends who cared a lot about her. I was about to tell her how happy I was that she had friends who got her back, when my parents and doctor came in with serious and worried expressions. When my parents saw me they half heartedly smiled but when they saw N hyung they had cold and judging expressions, but they ignored him and looked at me and my sister.

"After running some tests we have found that she has appendictis and she'll need emergency surgery right now. We have already gotten your parents permisson to go ahead with the surgery. We'll be back in abit to come and get you." After the doctor said that he left to go get everything ready for the surgery. My sister was afraid of going into surgery but after my parents and I assured her that nothing will go wrong she calmed down a bit.

Although I told her everything would be alright I couldn't help but worry. What if something went wrong? What if she didn't make it? Once the nurses came and took her to the emergency room my sister grabbed my hand and held on tightly until we reached the doors and she let go. Me and my parents sat thier in the waiting room and I despertely hoped that that wouldn't be the last time I would see my sister. When I felt a tanned hand on my sholder I looked up and saw N.

"It'll be alright, don't worry have faith in your sister. I only knew her for a bit but I can tell she's a strong one." He smiled and then his phone rang and when he saw the caller he looked troubled but said he'll be right back and said he had to take a call. Once he was gone my parents started asking me why someone like him was here and why I was associated with a dark person. I just sat there silent not answering thier questions and after a bit they gave up when N hyung came back he had a two cups of bananna milk and he handed me one.

Four hours passed and I was starting to fall asleep when the doctor came out he had a smile on his face and he said, "The surgery was successful but she'll have to stay in the hospital for at least two weeks." My parents and I stood up and bowed and said thank you the doctor also bowed and said we can go see her at her room but she'll still be unconsious for a bit. Once I saw my sister I let out a deep sigh of relief and sat down by her side. After a few more minutes she woke up, when she saw me she smiled before turning to see my parents who were on the other side of her bed.

I wanted to stay longer but N hyung said that we had to leave, my sister of course understood why but my parents didn't they thought N hyung was forcing me to leave but I told them, "I have to go we kind of snuck out of our company to see my sister and I'm sure they'll be mad at us." After saying that I said one final goodbye to my sister and parents and then me and N hyung left.

We decided to walk to the dorm since it wasn't far from the hospital on the way there I kept wondering why N hyung helped me when I have been nothing but mean and cruel to him. And that's what I asked him.

"Ravi I know that you and the others hate me but even so if something like what happened to you happened to the others I would do the same thing. I know when to put my hurt aside in order to help those who need it. And don't get me wrong it hurts to have so many people hate me like what have I ever done to you guys to hate me?" He looked at me waiting for my answer but I didn't have one I couldn't think of a reason to hate him at least not after what he did for me. And the reasons I had before for hating him sounded so stupid to me now; he had a point. When he saw that I wasn't giving him an answer he started walking again but I told him, "I'm sorry for all the things I did to you. I know that I have been unfair to you and thank you for what you did for me."

We finally arrived at our dorm and before we went inside N said, "Your welcome." When we entered the dorm the manger was mad but he undertood our reasons for doing what we did and said he would keep this a secret from the CEO, we thanked him for doing that and went to sleep. After that day we slowly started becoming friends Leo, Ken and Hongbin started becoming distant from me after they saw that I was hanging out with N hyung and Hyuk, not gonna lie it hurt to see them be like that towards me, but I couldn't hate N hyung I didn't have a reason to...

"Hey Ravi wake up we got to go or we'll be late." I woke up to see N hyung shaking my shoulder.

"Yeah yeah I'll be ready in a few minutes." I said as I yawed and streched my limbs.

"You better be ready. Or else I'll come and pull you out by the ear got that?" And with that I was fully awake I have been a victim of his ear pulling more than once and I didn't need a red ear this early in the morning. Once N hyung left I couldn't help but think 'yeah I don't regret becoming friends with N hyung.'

A/N So after someone finally commented on this story I felt really happy please don't hesitate to do so it encourages me to write more thank you to the subbies I love you guys, but don't be a silent reader please comment. :) oh and please don't pay attention to grammer mistakes or spelling errors.