“I have a request..”

“What is it hyung?”

“Can you stay on Korea just one more day?” Yoongi said with pleading voice. He feel embarassed to ask fo something with such a tone.

“Umm.. Can I ask why, hyung?” He could heard the curiosity on the younger man's voice.

“Just come to Seoul International Hospital (I made up the name sorry), my room number is 201 A,” Yoongi said, a bit serious this time. He wanted to see Hoseok. He wanted to see his ex-lover for the last time before he left the world forever. He wanted to see that charming smile that was always present on Hoseok face.

“Alright hyung, I’ll come tomorrow,” The younger man's voice broke Yoongi’s train of thought. He was happy that the younger complied without asking too many question. He smiled to himself.

“Thanks Hoseok, see you tomorrow,” Yoongi said happily. He couldn’t help but smile like an idiot.

“Okay Hyung,” The other hung up. Yoongi returned the phone to its owner. He looked at Jin, who had a ‘why-are-you-grinning-like-that-it-scares-me’ face at the moment.

“Hoseok will come here tomorrow,” He finally told the older man. His statement brought a surprised expression to his face.

“Wow, how did you persuade him? Is he really going to come? What will you do with him if he really do come?” Jin bombarded the younger man with many questions. But Yoongi just shrugged.

“Let’s just see what will happen tomorrow…”

--

 

Later that night, Yoongi couldn’t sleep, even just for a blink. He kept changing his position to get comfortable. In the end, he gave up and stared at the ceiling. His head was full of thought. He wasn’t really sure what will he do if Hoseok really do visit him. What should he do? How will he react to his ex-lover. Will things get awkward?

“Rraahhh…” Yoongi groaned. He didn’t really know how to face him. It has been quite awhile since last time he met Hoseok. Suddenly, he thought of something.

“Ah, we can do this if Hoseok agree..” He whispered to himself. He smiled and close his eyes. He finally fell asleep.

 

--

 

“Yoongi, wake up!” Jin shook Yoongi’s body a little. But the younger man didn’t respond.

“Gosh, Min Yoongi wake up! Don’t you wanna meet your guest?” Jin tried again. His tone was playful and full of teasing bits. But it worked. Yoongi opened his eyes.

“Good, you’re awake. I thought you were dead awhile ago,” Jin said jokingly as he sat on the bed next to Yoongi.

“Where’s Hoseok?” He rubbed his eyes. He looked around and he can’t find Hoseok anywhere in the room. Yoongi pouted. “You lied, he’s not here yet…”

“Sorry, I know that will woke you up,” Jin grinned and messed Yoongi’s hair, receiving a weak ‘hey!’ from him.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

“Come in!” Both men said on the same time. The person who knocked the door came into the room.

“Ah you’re here finally, this sick boy really wanted to see you Hose—OW!” Jin screamed as Yoongi elbowed him. Hard. Their guest just laughed at the scene. To be honest he missed the two hyungs too.

“Long time no see, how are you hyungs?” The guest, Hoseok asked politely.

“As for me, I’m very fine but not with this pale boy behind me.. Not so much,” Jin answered pointing at Yoongi behind him.

“ahh, I see… I hope you get well soon Yoongi hyung,” He flashed a smile. The smile that Yoongi missed so much.

“Thank you Hoseok, come sit here,” Yoongi pushed Jin off the bed earning a protest from the older man. Yoongi ignored him and patted the place where Jin just sat. Hoseok chuckled at the his action and approached to him. Jin, on the other hand, stood up and started muttering something unaudible.

“Yah! Hoseok, please take care of Yoongi for awhile okay? I promised Namjoon to accompany him today,” Jin suddenly said and flashed a wink to Yoongi. He walked out the room.

Yoongi sighed at Jin’s action. He looked at Hoseok who was looking at him.

“So…” He started. “About your request…”

“Ah, yes... about that,” their eyes met and locked to each other.

“What is it Hyung?” the younger seems really curious about it.

“C-can you p-pretend?” damn, why did I stutter, he mentally scolded himself.

“Pretend to what?” the younger man tilted his head. He was confused. He didn’t know what was the older man trying to say.

“Pretend like those old day, when we were still together… can you Hoseok? Just this once?” The older said with a pleading voice. “Just this once? Please?”

Hoseok was silent. He didn’t know what to respond. He thought about it for a bit. He was wondering why his hyung gave such a request to him. Why him?

“Please?” The older begged again. “But if yo---“

“I’ll do it,” Hoseok cut Yoongi off. “I’ll do it, Hyung.”

“Thanks Hoseok,” the older man smiled weakly. Hoseok smiled in return.

“Starting from now, I’ll be yours. Just for today.”

 

--

 

The two started their tell-tale day by walking to the park behind the Hospital. The park wasn’t really big, but the flower was blossoming in every part of the park. Yoongi was glad that he was allowed to get out from the hostipal. Well, at least for a little walk. He hated the strong scent at the hospital. The outside is more refreshing.

Yoongi skipped his way to the fountain and Hoseok followed behind. He bent down a little and put his hand into the water. He played with the fish inside the water. He giggled childishly. Next to him, sat a old man with his grandson on his lap. The kid splashed water to Yoongi.

“Hey!” Yoongi protested but giggled at the same time. He splashed back lightly to the kid. They laughed together. The old man seemed happy that his grandson was having fun with his new friend.

“You two seems to be having fun,” came a voice from behind Yoongi. It was Hoseok. He brought some drinks on his hand. He gave one to Yoongi.

“Thanks,” Yoongi smiled at the younger man kindness. Ah, he missed this moment so much.

“Ah, your mom is awake, she said she wants to see you, Jongup,” The old man told his grandson. The kid jumped happily, eager to meet his mom. Before they left, the kid approached Yoongi.

“Thanks for playing with me hyung, let’s play again sometimes,” Jongup smiled brightly and waved to the taller man. He left the park with his grandfather after that.

“What a cute kid,” Hoseok commented as he watched the kid disappears from their sight. The other just nodded and sat on a bench. He opened the drink that Hoseok gave him and drank it in one go.

“Whoa whoa, drink slowly Yoongi or you will choke,” The taller man warned him as he sat next to him.

“Ah, sorry, I was really thirsty Hoseokkie~” The pale boy giggled. ‘ah,it’s been awhile since I used that pet name..’ Yoongi thought to himself. He snuggled closer to the younger man. He missed this so much. He hoped that time would stay still like this forever. He could feel the younger hand ruffling his hair. It was so comfortable.

It’s kind of sad, because they were only pretending. Hoseok just acted soft to him. It was not real. But at least the paler boy enjoyed his touch. It feels so real even it was just an act.

“Hoseokkie?” He called softly. The younger man brought his attention to him.

“Yeah?”

“I love you…” He muttered.

“……” Silence. The younger didn’t say anything. Of course he won’t. they are no longer a thing anymore and Yoongi knew the man next to him couldn’t return his feeling. Not anymore.

“Ah.. Never mind what I said…” Yoongi just snuggled to Hoseok's chest and hugged him closely. He wanted to stay like this for awhile.

 

After they strolled around the park some more, they decided to go back to the hospital. They stopped in front of some white roses, which Yoongi really loved. He bent down to smell the scent of the roses. He loved the scent so much.

“They’re white, like you,” Hoseok whispered on the older man's ear. This made him jump for a bit a bit.

“In a good way or..” The older man trailed off. He faced the younger man, only to found out that their face were close. He blushed at this but he didn’t want to look away either. He admired every part of Hoseok's face. He loved it.

“Of course in a good way,” The taller man looked at him. “White always mean  pure and I can see it inside you, Yoongi, you’re white and as sweet as sugar, and I loved it."

Loved. That’s a past tense.

“Thanks,” Yoongi forced a smile. He then stood up and started dragging Hoseok back to the hospital.

 

--

 

“Yoongi! Yoongi are you okay?” Hoseok asked in a panicked tone. They have been in the bathroom for half an hour now and Yoongi won’t stop coughing.

“Hoseok…c-call… Jin…” Yoongi said between the cough. He coughed pretty bad. He kept coughed and coughed. Hoseok in the other hand started to dial Jin’s number. He was really worried about Yoongi’s condition right now.

Yoongi couldn’t stop coughing. Each time it turned worse and worse. He could felt some red liquid seeping to his hand. Yes, blood. He was coughing hard, and of course it hurt his throat. Hoseok saw this and he began to panic more and more. Jin didn’t answer his calls.

“Uh...” Yoongi began to throw up. It was a mixture of something he ate this morning and some red liquid. He felt numbness all over his body. His head felt dizzy. His feet lost its balance. He could hear Hoseok screaming at him but he couldn't hear what he said.

Everything then turned black.

 

--

 

Yoongi opened his eyes. He looked around only to found out he was at the hospital bed again. His head was still hurting. He felt really weak. He heard the door opening and he saw someone running to him.

“Oh my God, I’m glad you’re awake Yoongi! I thought you’re going to leave me!” Jin said hugging the younger really tight.

“Can’t breathe….” The paler boy muttered, begging for his friend to relese him from the tight hug.

“Ah, sorry!” The older released Yoongi from his grip. “You’re lucky Hoseok was there with you!”

“I’m glad you’re okay now, Yoongi,” Yoongi turn his head to the taller boy and muttered a simple ‘thank you’ while flashing him a weak smile.

 

--

 

Later that evening after making sure Yoongi was okay, Jin left Yoongi with Hoseok alone again. He said he had something to do. Yoongi just rolled his eyes. He knew what the older man real intention was. Now that he was alone with Hoseok he couldn’t help but smile. He was so glad that the taller boy wanted to stay the whole day with him.

“Here, drink this, I hope it’ll make you feel better,” The younger man said, offering him a glass of warm tea. Yoongi gladly accepted it.

“it’s good…” He said after taking a sip of tea from the glass. He watched the younger man sat on his bed. They stayed in  silence for awhile, enjoying the comfortable silence. Yoongi put the glass on the table next to his bed. He tugged Hoseok’s jacket signaling him to move closer to him. The younger complied.

“Nee, Hoseokie…” The pale boy broke the silence. He trace his finger on Hoseok chest. He can feel the younger jumped a little by his action. He giggled. He looked up to meet the younger man's gaze. “Thank you…”

“For what?” The younger asked, ruffling the pale boy hair. Yoongi feel really safe in Hoseok arms. It was so comfortable.

“For today… and for everything you already give to me…” Yoongi said weakly as he smiled to the younger man. Hoseok just hummed and nodded.

“Sorry, I can’t stay here tomorrow…” The younger man finally said. Somehow, his tone was filled with guilt.

“Nah.. it’s alright…” ‘it’s not like I will be here tomorrow either….’ Yoongi added in his mind. Somehow he can feel the younger man's heart beat increased, but he decided then, that it was just his imagination.

“I…” Hoseok opened his mouth to speak, but the words never slipped out from his mouth. “Ah, nevermind.”

They continued to cuddle, enjoying each other touch. Hoseok tightened his grip as if he didn’t want to let Yoongi go. But the truth is, he was the one who was going to leave Yoongi. His heart ached at the thought of leaving Yoongi behind. He didn’t know why, but he regretted his decision now. But no, he must leave. It was a selfish decicion that he made. If he didn’t leave, Yoongi will never move on.

if only Hoseok knew the truth….

After some more time, Yoongi fell asleep. Hoseok slowly put the older man's head to the pillow and pulled the blanket to cover him. He looked at the older man a bit more longer. His face was beautiful and pure, very angelic even. He loved it so much. He bent down and whispered something on Yoongi’s ear.

“I’m sorry Yoongi, I’m leaving now… i..” He gulped hard and continued. “Saranghae..”

With that he left the room, bumping with Jin in the process. They exchanged goodbye. Hoseok continued his way. He has to move or else he will regret the decision he made.

“Goodbye Korea….”

 

--

 

Five years later….

 

It’s a wonderful day on Spring. The flower was blossoming everywhere. The wind was blowing calmly. It has been five years since he left Korea. He missed his country so much. He missed the crowded town he has lived for years. Yeah, Seoul. He made so much memories there. And especially this place where he met certain someone named Min Yoongi. His ex-lover. It made Seoul so special.

Hoseok decided to pay the paler boy a visit. He knew that the boy was living together with his friend, Jin. He immediately took a cab to go there.

But, once he arrived, he didn't get a good news. It was the bad news that he heard. Jin had told him that this certain someone named Min Yoongi has passed away 5 years ago, right after Hoseok left Korea.

“I’m sorry Hoseok, I didn’t tell you about this… “ Jin said with a cracked voice, eyes facing the floor. Hoseok didn’t respond to this. He didn’t know what to say.

“But he do left you this…” Jin handed a white envelope to the younger man, ehich he took and shoved to his pocket.

“Do you want to come in?”

“Ah, no thanks hyung, I’m to meet Yoongi.. but since he wasn’t here… I’m going back to my apartement..” He said with cracked voice. He turned around and started running to his apartement.

When he arrived at his apartement. He just threw himself to the bed and decided to sleep. But, suddenly he remembered about the envelope that Jin gave him. He hurriedly opened it and read it.

 

To : My precious Hoseokkie

Hey Hoseokkie, maybe when you read this I’m not in this world anymore… i’m writing this because I want to say thank you to you. Thanks for being here for me. For coming to my life and changing it. Maybe if I haven’t met you that day, I wouldn’t be here writing this message to you.

I’m glad that day, you saved me from loneliness. You became the reason for me to wake up with a smile and hoping for a better day than yesterday. You became my spirit everyday. You gave me courage to do anything. You gave me everything I needed.

When you told me that you loved me I was really happy. I’m so glad that you returned my feeling. We started going out a lot more often. We spent much time together. We go everywhere together. Even thought it didn’t last long, it still made me happy.

I don’t regret loving you. Even now, when you cannot return my feeling anymore. But as long as you’re happy then I’m happy.

Ahh… my time is running up…

Thanks for the last day you spent with me and made me feel loved again like those old days. I hope for your happiness and good luck on Japan! Hwaiting Hoseokkie!

 

From: Yours truly,

Min Yoongi

He was crying now. He messed up. He regretted every step he made. He didn’t know anymore. All he can do is to cry and cry now.

‘I’m sorry Yoongi… i lied when i said i didn't love you anymore that day....'

 

-The End-

 

LOL WHAT’S UP WITH THE ENDING OMG IT’S FAIL QAQ’’’

Sorry I'm never good with endings //dead

Anyone want an alternate ending? the happy ending of this?