Dear diary, 

What is life? Why is life so miserable? Why is school so tiring? Why is love hurting? 

Why do I only see him from afar? Why do I feel afraid of getting near to him? Why do I feel like the whole world is cursing? 

Why do lessons feel so burdening? Why is students competing? Why are friendships breaking? Why is it hard for trusting? 

Why do l even trying? Why do I so bothering? Why is time slowing? Why am I even walking? Why am I existing? 

 

Dear diary, 

I hope he is real. I hope he's always there for me. I saw him last night, in my dream. Which I didnt not expect it to be. Dear diary, I miss him, badly. 

 

Dear diary,

Why must there be backstabbing thing? Why can't friends be true enough? I hope the world be in peace. And loves spread free. I hope he sees me.

 

Dear diary,  

Why is she with him 

I'm hurt

So bad and deep

 

Dear diary, 

Do guardian angel even exist?  

I sent an angel last night to guard him,

I'm so glad it said he defines beauty. 

 

Dear diary,

I'm sick. 

 

Dear diary, 

Tell him. Dont cry if he cant bare to see me, cry when i leave. 

 

Dear diary, 

If sickness take me away, I'm sorry I had to leave. 

 

Dear diary, 

Angel, 

If you're taking me, 

Let me atleast bid my farewell. 

 

Dear diary, 

Maybe its too soon to say, 

But goodbye I'll be watching from upthere. 

 

Dear diary, 

Let the wind bring my soul to him. Goodbye really. 

 

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Dear Angel, 

Protect him as I wish. Tell him I'm happy here. Tell him I'm okay without his love. Tell him I love him still. 

 

Dear Angel,

Let the world be fair to him. Bring me happiness as you brought me mine here. Cause I love him. 

 

 

 

 

 

Ps: Hii its a bit sentimental sorry. I put some of my own quotes into the story. I was so into writing diary and quotes so I made this so not called fanfic.