How is love ever going to keep us together? One way or the other, we'll end up seperating, but we can make the best of it. I can't though. Why? I just can't see Jonghyun in pain, watch him look at me with sympathy; he's already busy enough with the whole idol-to-be thing. If he was still in a relationship with me... it'd never work. I won't work for it.  I can't see another person suffer because me; I don't want to leave a scar. God, why can't I be blessed? Why am I always losing everything good happening to me? I guess... life really isn't fair.

    How can she do this to me!? After all we've been through! Wasn't I good enough? No, Nami can't leave me; I need her next to me. Always, and forever....