"So how's your voice?" Sooman asked 

 I was just about to say something but I was cut off 

"She's fine!" They all chorused , I looked at the doorway of Lee Soo Man's office and all twelve members of EXO were there.

Lee Soo Man looked at me and smiled 

"Well then , that's great" he fixed the paper and put it back in his drawer "You can still work with us" he smiled and patted my shoulder.

"You may go now" he said , I stand up and bowed to him as I left with the whole EXO.

"Why did you guys do that?" I said stopping infront of them and facing them all 

They all just sighed and gave me a worried face 

"Hyemi ah~ , you can't do that" Xiumin placed both of his arms on my shoulders 

Chanyeol nodded " You can't risk your job and waste your talent!" He said

I was speechless cause they were too many saying the same thing and I just didn't talked back , I just let it pass......

-

"Hyemi! Open the door!"

"Hyemi!" 

"Oh God...Hyemi!" 

Bangs from the door were heard ,  my body inside the tub , water reaching knee level.  My knees were on my chest and tears flowing down on my cheek non-stop , I was ready....

"I was ready to die"

"Hyemi!" 

The door burst opened and someone got my blade , My wrist was bleeding.

"are you stupid!" 

It was a male voice , I smiled and looked at him but my sight were blurry so I can't see him. 

"Hyemi!" he was tapping my cheek to be conscious but my sights were blurry and anytime I will pass out.

I smiled to myself since maybe this will be my last.....

-

My eyes flinched open and first thing I saw is the white ceiling , I remembered everything what I did in my dorm's bathroom. Once I remembered , I sat up and saw everyone , EXO , SNSD , Min Jung , My Parents and some other trainees that I knew.

It's weird that they still haven't notice me that I sat up in my bed but no reaction happened in them , they are staring at me with a sad and teary eyes. I waved my hand in front of them but they're not replying or doing some action , they're just staring right through me. 

I stand up and went near to them , still no reaction at all. I went infront of my parents and kneeled infront of them and still no reaction at all , that's when something striked in me. I clutched my mom's pants and tears escaped many from my eyes , I looked at them and I felt sorry for them especially for my mom who is crying and suffering at the same time.

I sobbed "Am I dead? " I said to myself , as I bit my lips and cried.

I faced my mom "Mom....I'm right here!" I screamed and of course they wouldn't hear me at all.

I stand up and something caught my eyes , I can still see my body there lying in the bed looking lifeless and pale. I questioned myself that why is my body still there? If I'm already dead? and the monitor says that I'm still alive.... 

Does it means that I'm still alive and I'm just a wandering soul? It means I need to get back inside my body but how? Should I just lay inside my body? I tried to do that but it didn't worked , I laughed to myself since I know it would not be easy as .

I strolled around the hallways and nobody can see me , this is getting hard I thought to myself....

"Hi? you lost?" I turned back and saw a girl around 18

"who are you?" 

"no need and no time to answer you about th