Losing Hope
My Idol"W-What do you mean he's back?"
"He came to apologize and he wants us back...." she sobbed
"Why now? Why all of a sudden?" It's really confusing , why out of all these years why only now? " I want to see him.... "
"No! I won't let you take him away from me!" she yelled through the phone.
"Mom , he's not going to take me away from you..... stop being selfish..... I'm always here for you Mom..."
" he wants to explain that he was sorry for cheating on us and he wants us back..."
"Why don't we give him a anotehr chance? since it's just only the first time he did that and everyone makes a mistake right?"
"No..... I don't want to be cheated anymore , it hurts...." she said
"Mom , Please...... just for the sake of us?" I said
" No...... I don't want to anymore..." She cried
I got pissed and I'll make sure that we'll be a family again "I'll go there and i'll make us a family again" I cut her off by ending the call and I told my manager that I have something important to do but Luhan sensed something is wrong with me after I talked through my phone.
I was about to cross the pedestrian lane but someone held my arm , I sighed since I knew that it will be a another sasaeng fan but when I faced the person it was just only Luhan and I was glad that it wasn't just a sasaeng.
"Where are you going?" He said
"none of your business Luhan , just let me go"
"Just tell me where are you going?!" he said
"I'm going to my Mom's house and try to fix my broken family into one!" tears slept as I ran and crossed the pedestrian lane but Luhan yelled something.
Just to know what he yelled , I saw a bright light coming towards me and I was just stucked there to the ground and later that I know I felt pain washed through my body.
"Hyemi!"
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I woke up with a pain in my body and the first thing I saw is the white ceiling , I checked my surroundings and saw both of my parents there sitting beside me holding their hands. They were shocked and relieved at the same time when they saw me awake and concious.
"Are you okay? hyemi?" my mom asked and I just nodded , I was about to talk but no voice came out from me.
My mom handed me a book and a pen as she sniffed " use this " I gave her a question look " You didn't know that you have a tonsillitis , so the doctor told us that he already handled your tonsillitis since it will become worse"
"You might not have your beautiful voice like you had before since they took out your tonsils..." My dad continued the explanation , my eyes widened since I only have a fifty fifty chance to get back my voice. How can I continue my career then? If I can't sing nor dance when my other leg is damaged.
I cried silently and they patted my shoulder , I took the pen and the notebook and wrote something on it
"See , I told you guys that I'll make you guys together again..." I wrote
Mom cried again " Hyemi, you don't have to use it in this way.."
Mom is right but I already solved our family problem by me risking my life , How great right? Dad told me that someone is waiting for me outside , they both went outside and waited for that person to come inside the room.
Luhan.......
He sat on a chair beside me and hold my hand softly
" I thought I'd lost you... " he said
I glared at him as I took the notebook and pen " Yah! so you thought I was going to die?! " I show it to him and he just chuckled
"If you saw what happened to you back there , you really look horrible when I saw you..." he looked down " it was awful , you really looked pained by the hit .... "
"Well look now , it seems that I can't dance or sing now.... we can be together......" I smiled sadly
his eyes softened when he read it " Don't say silly stuff..."
"I fixed it..... Now you can have me...." I cried silently , tears dropping down in the notebook as I wiped my tears on my cheeks and showed the notebook to him.
He looked at me with his sad eyes and he hugged me softly " You don't have to this..... You've fixed m
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