"That's impossible right now...." I said 

"I'll make it possible for us"  

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It was already 2 years from now since he said that and nothing still happened to us , still distanced away from each other. I noticed something different from me with the past few years after my debut that I'm having a hard time singing , my throat hurts everytime I sing the high nots but I just thought to myself that I overworked my throat so I just let my throat rest.

"Lee Hyemi-ssi?"

"N-Neh?" 

"You're next" I nodded and fixed myself as I step up on the stage to perform my new comeback album , I already released two albums and this one is my comeback album. For the past two years , I practiced more hard to continue my career as an Idol and it was no big deal to me working really hard for my career since that's what Idols do. What is still bothering me is that I can't be with him yet , until now it was hard for me to not love each other when we're in the same company seeing each other and passing by each other.

After the performance was finished , I felt that my throat become soar and I cupped my throat. I told my manager to get me some warm water and she immediately got one beside her , I thanked her and drank the water that I got from her.Soon the soar from my throat were disappearing and I just thought to myself that I don't need to worry about my throat anymore , it's just I overworked on it again.

I went back to SM Building and the fans were also waiting outside the building , half of the fans were mine and half of them were EXO since they have this new comeback album called Overdose. I really love their new comeback and their dancesteps for Overdose , it's really addicting as what they said. 

I went to check on someone in the trainee area , I was searching for him and saw him training with the other trainee really hard and I can tell that he's improving a lot. From the start I knew that he would be a fast learner and will have no problem in language since his father knows many language , it such a pity that his parents got divorced at a very young age.

"Oh! Noona!" he ran towards me and hugged me , I smiled and raised the plastic 

He got the plastic from me "Thank you Noona" he gave me a peck on the cheek and went to his friends as he share his food 

I always give Min Jung his food for him to eat in his Breakfast,Lunch and Dinner. I was really like an Elder Sister to him , his mother were really thankful of me for feeding his son plenty of foods. I just shook my head and told her that it was me offering to help Min Jung , Min Jung always share his food with his friends since I always buy many food for him and for his friends too and I don't mind buying a lot of food for him since I'm getting paid.

Minhee,Ara ad Yoora debuted also just last year and they became a Girl Group , they said that I should be in their group too if I just haven't debut earlier than them. Sometimes I surf on the internet to see what is happening to my reputation everyday , well who knows they might be talking about you which is not true. When I always find out about some false rumors about me , I immediately post in my Instagram that , that is not true. My fans know that I surf on the internet sometimes and I laughed at their comments sometimes since they said that they should be more careful for what they post on the net since I'm surfin