W e l l  ,  t h i s  i s  a w k w a r d .

Right now, I'm in a situation in which my attention is totally divided. More importantly, I have to decide whether to actually notice this guy or just ignore him flat. I've never really get myself involved with anybody because being with myself is the only thing I want before. Kai- I mean Jong In was persistent though. He never stopped bugging me until the day I actually shouted at him. It was also the day I actually let someone enter my comfort zone, my world.

"Aiyah! Okay okay umm... I'll just " Oh no, he freaked out and turned his back against me. Is he lonely or is he crying? I have absolutely no idea what to do.

Oh well here goes nothing.

"Ah no no, it's fine! I-I'm fine..." Activating conscience.

Wait a minute, this is more awkward. I mean, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Why am I suddenly talking to somebody I just met? But more importantly, who is he? Is he a psychopath in disguise, a drunken  teenager, or just, plain dumb? Ah Jong In, I thank you deeply for putting me in this great situation.

"Wahhhhhhhh~ I'm so so glad! You know I thought I've lost another buddy. I'm glad you're in my game now missy!" ...W-wow, he's so cheerful. And so suddenly too. Just a minute what is this "game?! Just who, just who is this guy? This is why I hate talking to people, right now I just want to punch him and leave- 

"L-Listen...s-sir! This is the first time we've met and I-"

"Come on, It'll be fun!"

"I'd rather not, just please-"

"Alright Round one, why are you here?" 

What's with him?! He's doing this on purpose, reverting my attention to him instead of letting me continue my grief. And that, I think is the worst feeling ever, I'm losing my cool now.

"W-Why are you here my  I don't even know your name!"

"Why?"

Wow, and you're serious right now? I can't believe this. Of all people that I could shout and swear again, why him? Why in the world have I chosen him? I mean, h-he's such a weirdo!

But the truth is, aren't I the bigger weirdo? I mean, the fact that I'm tolerating a bipolar baby-faced guy means that there's something wrong with me too.

"Please tell me, mmissy. I mean, I can help really! The fact that I saw you bawling and getting crazy and everything tingled my senses to help you." He pleaded and lowered his tone for a bit.

"Please."

He I have this urge to tell him everything. I can't say no to that face. Well, I got myself involved in this anyways, I have no choice. With a deep sigh, I told him everything.

"Today, is February the 14th..."

For the second time in my life, I actually don't like being alone.

Conscience activated.

horry shiz that was tiring

 i'm beat ; A ;

writing this chapter killed me

don't worry, they'll actually have a longer conversation by the next chapter

which is another challenge for meeee

/dies