On my mission to get over Lay I met Kris and he’s really nice. I’ve noticed that we keep meeting eyes. Could he like me?

I’ll give him a chance. I mean he’s quiet and nice. He has proven to be a gentleman and I’ve noticed that he has paid particular attention to me.

We go out a lot with friends; we actually met through mutual friends. His friend Baekhyun reminds me a lot of Lay. I’ll admit it he’s cute. I’ve learned my lesson the first time. I’ll be open about my feelings. It will be really easy for him to know that I like him and I’ll even be honest with my friends. I mean I can’t confess because it’s something impossible for me. What if I get rejected?

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Lay is back!

I’m still interested in Lay. I’ve liked him for so long that my feelings towards him haven’t completely died, but now I’m interested in Kris and he seems to be interested in me. What can I do? Should I go to this party where Lay is going to be? Or should I go to the movies with Kris like I promised him?

I’m torn!

Well Lay doesn’t live here and I never see him. Besides Lay probably doesn’t even know I exist. We have met eyes a few times only for me to shy away, but nothing else besides that. I have to make a decision!

I won’t go to the party.

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I’m growing a little frustrated because Kris doesn’t do anything! We hang out a lot and we always text, but he hasn’t asked me to be his girlfriend. I know he likes me because he treats me differently than he does the other girls. Why won’t you confess to me?

He’s changed. He’s not as nice as I thought he was. I can’t believe I gave up on Lay for this one. He seems to be avoiding me. He doesn’t make me feel special anymore. Once he showed me all the girls he’s texting and I realized: he doesn’t truly like me; he just likes the attention I’m giving him, the female attention.

Even if I have to wait years I’ll wait for Lay.

I regret this short-lived love. He just arrived to distract from who’s really worth it, Lay. I won’t allow myself to look at anyone until Lay comes my way.