Yeon U's pov

"Yes, it's true," I answered him

"And...I killed Siwan?" He asked again as tears started to flow from his eyes

"And you was there, right? When I throw him." He asked as I nodded

"Leave..me alone." He said as again, I nodded and followed him. I went to the palace since Master was calling me..

"Do you need something, master?" I asked

"Jiyong...already knew it..right?" 

"Yes." 

"Can you answer me why did you secret him that he and Siwan was Bestfriends and he killed Siwan? It's okay if you told them..it won't affect Jiyong's mission on finding the truth behind his death." He asked as I sigh and answer, 

"You know that when Siwan oppa's death..I was there guarding him. I know that he was about to reach death. But I never gave any signals to him. Usually, when a person is about to die, I am the one that is responsible for giving signals about their death but I don't, I didn't gave any. I think it would be better of he die." I said as tears started to fill the brim of my eyes.

"What.....do you mean.....it would be better of he die??" He asked

"Uhhm. You know that I died 4 years ago. People look into my death as a suicide which was somewhat false. It was that night, I was in a team of swimming. That night.....I was about to go to shower but to much of my surprise, a guy held me in the arm and started to do something. I keep on struggling but to no avail, it was like I was pushing a wall. I realize who it was, it was Siwan's brother. He was a part of the campus' leaders. After that, he punch me on the face which made my body unconcious. He carry me after that, and went to the children's diving board and throw me from the pool. Since it was children's diving board, it was just 2 ft. My head bumped into the floor of the pool which made me led to death. I was really angry that I think Siwan don't deserve a signal. But being with him from the past 2 years, for some unknown reasons, I started to feel. But, we became friends. Best of friends to be specific. And to explain to you, about Jiyong..I got his memory for him for a challenge. I got this idea from Mr. Daniel. My old guardian before I became one. But before that..As I wanted to live for more. I asked him if there was a way and he said there is and it was the white rose challenge. It was said that it was for dead whom wants to live again and the one who can't regain their memories but I wanted to try. But in the end, I didn't succeed. You might be asking why Siwan don't want that challenge. He said it was better if he die. His family completely hates him and even his brother who killed me. Though, I am not telling him what's the reason behind his death. And now, all the things I did..I have regretted." I explained as he stand up 

"it was already 49 days..but Jiyong still don't have any other clue about it. He won't make it" he said

"If I..can sacrifice myself..would he be alive?"  I said