Found You Again

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I had one month.

And then one amazing night.

With SHINee's Kim Kibum.

But I left him in Korea with more than just the memory of an unforgettable night. 

 

Since I knew who he was, what he meant to his country and his fans, I broke my contract, quit

my teaching job and went home. Back to America, where I wouldn't have to suffer the stigma of

being pregnant and unmarried. New York meant safety. Home meant tolerance. So I went back

there to have my baby in a place I knew.

 

She's beautiful, you know? It's been hard raising her all by myself, but I won't complain about it

because everytime I look at her, I know it was worth it. We're far from poor. She doesn't want or

need for anything and is very well cared for. She has some of his personality traits, small in him

but very large in someone so little. She looks like him. A lot. But even so my best friend is

right. Kibum does have a right to know about her, just like she has a right to know about her

father. She should know her culture, her heritage. The other side of her that I can't share, since

Kibum and I are so different. Both minorities, but both equal parts of her. I wonder what he'll

think of her, what he'll say when I tell him what I've kept hidden for 21 long months. She's one

now and he's missed so much. Will he be angry with me for keeping her from him? Or will he

be grateful that I considered him and SHINee and his fans. His dream of being a incredibly famous

idol realized because I did keep her to myself.

 

We'll see, won't we?

Foreword

"I wish I could go with you..." Raina smiled at me sadly as she shook Keylee's socked foot, pulling

a face at my daughter as she took her from me to hold her as we waited for my flight to leave.

The airport was an interesting place to the baby and she wanted to get down, not to be held

hostage on my best friend's lap. "Do you have enough for her to do? It's a 15 hour flight

and that's a long time to travel with a baby." she bounced the restless girl on her knee as she

tried to distract her from her escape attempt. Not that she could get far. Keylee had only just

turned a year, she wasn't walking all that well yet. 

 

But that would have been one more thing he missed and I didn't want that. He should at least get

her first steps, after all I got her first word (Stop) and her first tooth (Two came in together, does

that count?). I should let him have that, right? "I have toys, snacks, pacis and even her lovey is

in here. She has everything a baby needs, plus we're fortunate enough so that the flight is leaving

at night. Traveling when she should be sleeping anyway is a great idea.." I mumbled, digging

through my carry on to make sure everything that couldn't fit in her diaper bag was in there. That

bag would be a lifesaver. "And I wish you could go with me too. It'd be nice to have a sitter who

knows her already."

 

"Oh. So the only reason you want me to go is to play slave to this one..." Raina turned Keylee to

kiss her chubby cheek, the baby grabbing her face and smashing to my friend's. "God,

Key... Baby slob.." she screwed her face up, making my daughter giggle as she blew raspberries

on her belly.  "Your mommy wants me to be your slave." 

 

"That's not a bad idea. Maybe you can fly out when you're finished with school." I grinned, looking

over at our gate as people started lining up to board. I wasn't in a rush, though. They always

boarded First Class passengers and parents with babies first and I was both, so I didn't have to

worry. "Gimmie that..." I took Keylee from her to balance her, my bags and her car seat since it

was time to go. "I'll miss you.." I said quietly, leaning in for a hug. "And I'm serious. If you want

to come, just call me and I'll send for you. You won't even have to be Key's slave." I teased,

looking away so I would have to see her tears. "Don't cry. Because if you do, I will and we have to

go. I don't have time to cling to you in despair.."

 

"Call me when you get there. As soon as you land. I mean it Rennie.." Raina kissed Keylee one

more time before I turned to board the plane. "I love you."

 

I turned back to offer her a reassuring smile. "Everything's going to be OK..." I nodded resolutely.

"I love you too."


A/N;

Yes... I'm doing it again. Starting another fic. This one means a little more since the baby here is based on mine.

So love it alot and support me. I'll need it.

Thanks!

 

~D

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LittleKeyFreak #1
Chapter 4: Please update I'm loving it :((((((
heartykeykeke
#2
Chapter 3: I love that I am a very good but slightly erted friend here lol. I would dig about what happened between you as give the same advice. Key is such a pabo trying to give you money and telling Jonghyun like that so out of the blue. This whole thing made me laugh. And smile because already Key loves his baby girl so much T.T Shinee being so acceptive and supportive of Key's decision and the way they oo-ed over the baby hit me hard in the feels. I hope Key is careful with his decisions tho. He needs to keep it mostly private or break it very carefully in the public. I still say marrying ad just saying it was all secret is the best way for fans to not be pissy. If they're not even dating and the public knows oh dang...Corrine gets attacked and Key's reputation is doomed. I think this is more why they dont let idols date lol What a headache for the CEO
heartykeykeke
#3
Chapter 2: Omg Key is so sweet and kind here gah. Of course he would forgive and love them both and not want to hide them. But I honestly wish e would keep it secret from the public. They would all be happier that way. I don't want to see her bashed by fans. At least get married first lol I was happy somehow that it was all from one special night. They have their arguments too but it seems like they get along well. Love is in the air kk
danuyel2006
#4
You just gave me the best idea!!! ! LOL Talk to you soon!
heartykeykeke
#5
Chapter 1: First Keylee seems soooo adorable. Even more so when I know what she looks like. I can't wait to meet her. I would treat her the same and of course babysit whenever.

Next, thank you for making me sound cool and nice and pretty. But I'm not kk. I hope I come out later. I can't believe she/you hooked up with Key cuz of me. I'm so unlucky. Can I hook up with Jong abd accidentally have his baby? Then we both could go back to Korea and surprise them lol.

Yeah I will bet Key would freak lmao. I'm surprised he didn't catch on faster. It's nice that he remembers her and still seems to care.

Looking forward to more. Crossing my fingers I show up again and hook up with Jjong lol
heartykeykeke
#6
Sounds really lovely. This will be like healing for you. I know how much you wish the father really was Key. I'll be waiting eagerly. Thanks for putting me in here. Love you~
MissLocket #7
Chapter 1: Pleeeeease update soon. Key is definetely father material so I really enjoy to read him portraying the dad role. I want him to grab her in his arms and get the feeling.
Cemre01 #8
Chapter 1: the baby sounded so cute >.< and i am REALLY curious about his reaction :) please update soon :)
Cemre01 #9
why can't i read the chapters?