“Any Sacrifice is worth seeing Your face Again…”

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He was about to cross the street when he finally paid attention to where he was going, he looked at his side, then he retuned his gaze forward.

His blood ran cold.

He knew what was going to happen.

*not again…*

The scene unfolding in front him was all too familiar.

The girl in front of him about to cross the street, she was fiddling with her phone seemingly unaware

Of the speeding vehicle coming towards her.

Jaejoong tried to shout but his voice would not cooperate at the moment.

His heart now hammering through his chest that it was starting to hurt,

The truck was coming straight at her, it doesn’t look like its stopping any moment

And he felt everything around him was blurring, morphing into another sadistic movie ready to be played out in front of him and he stood there, rooted to the same spot.

*please… not this again…*

Then he hopelessly stared back at the girl as finally, she seems aware of what was going to happen,

Their eyes met, jaejoong froze.

He saw your face…then flashes of the catastrophe a year ago flashed through his mind.

The car hitting your body…

The disturbing scene where he saw you all bloodied and broken.

The ten minutes of hell he spent on the ambulance watching as your breath started to leave.

Then the numbing realization that hit him as his grief-stricken mind process what the doctor just told him.

*10:23…*

The time when his world stopped and started crashing down…all too fast…

Looking at your face across from him
sudden instinct ran through him….
So he ran….

“Jae!” you screamed as he ran straight to where the girl is he shoved her forcefully on the sidewalk

It was all too quick, then the next thing you saw, after all the smoke has dissipated and your ears stopped ringing from the sudden bang, the girl was lying on the sidewalk shock written all over her face..

Then…

…you saw Jaejoong…

He was lying there a few feet away from you…with blood all over him, his eyes were closed.

Just seeing him like that, felt like you were dying all over again.

You were too late…

“Go to him…” the whispers was back humming softly in your ears

“He needs you…” the voices was barely loud enough against your drumming heart and racing mind,

Unknowingly, tears were flowing down your eyes like river…

You felt so scared…

“ It’s going to be alright…”  

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