"FINDING ONESELF,BUT LOSING ONESELF IN ANOTHER PERSON" “Donghae. Ugh!! Let me go where were you taking me?” Dara struggling to loosen the gripped of Donghae’s hand on her wrist. “Donghae let me go, you’re hurting me.”   Donghae loosen the gripped and vigorously turned to face Dara. “Hurting you? Uh!! Ho- how about me? How about my feelings Dara aren’t you hurting me also?” Donghae Sighed the deepest he can make for his life. “What was that? Why is that kid acting like that? Oh don’t tell me you’re having a fling with a kid. My God Dara he’s just a kid what’s got into you?”   Dara was utterly shocked from the words Donghae just said. “How dare you talked to me like that, I never had a fling with that kid, and I would never ever let that happen.” Dara keep herself calm in the whole thing, “this is really getting out of my hand,”.   “Then what about me? What about us.” He asked looking for any signs that Dara is considering that there will be an us. “for all people Dara you are playing with a kid, a high school kid to be more precise.”   “I ain't asking you to become involve in my life so you don't have any rights to judge who I like. That kid is just messing around with me.” Dara explained in one rush breath she wasn’t feeling ok knowing that Donghae really make an effort for her.   “Then how about my feelings for you, are you really that naïve and selfless.? He dreadfully hanged his head low.   “What!? Who told you to fall for me? No one asked you to right? So how come you are acting like something happened between us when really there isn't any! You are the only one who keeps thinking that I like you.” Dara didn’t mean it “I’m sorry I really am sorry Donghae.”   “You made me feel that you liked me, but when I saw you and how you acted when you were around that kid it made me realize that he can easily take you away from me” he depended. “I know, even though it’s not the same feeling that I feel for you, I know you still care, and I really hate to admit the fact that, that kid is ahead of me and he’s taking you away from me.”   “It’s true I can easily take her away from you with my eyes closed! Because I know when to stop or when to fight for the one I love. And with what I see it looks like all of her attention is on me.” Lu Han speak up from behind after hiding for sometime   “You don't have the rights to meddle on grown up affairs! And you're still too young to understand and know what true love means.” Donghae added a force on his voice to startle the boy. “I am sure that you can't give her the satisfaction she deserves because you're still a kid with no experience.”   “Yeah so what is this I’m witnessing right now? Two immature guys fighting in front of me how childish can both of you get? Donghae it’s not you who is acting like a child but you guys have no rights to fight especially regarding my happiness because I have no commitment with the both of you!” Dara loose her control   “At least I know how to satisfy an older woman how about you?” Lu Han suddenly burst    Dara gasped for air “Hey what do you mean old? It’s like you are trying to say that I am an old lady already for crying out loud!” “Did I say that you look like an old lady, I know I didn’t right? What I am trying to say is that I can give you happy more than he can.” Lu Han depend himself “To make me happy or to piss me off? You know if you can’t find someone else to mess with then stay away from me because you don’t know how I get mad.” She’s shaking her hand to prevent herself from slapping this poor boys pretty face. “You mad? But when we were together in bed you were so sweet and the last thing that was needed was ants to make it an even more sweeter moment for the two of us.” “Wait what do you mean? You guys were together in bed? What craziness is this kid talking about?.” Donghae ask confuse. “Ohh you’re still here, I thought you’re just a statue over there.” Lu Han was really pushing his luck to the limit. “Don’t believe in what he is saying, he isn’t telling the truth.” Dara said
  “Ah so what was that hug and kiss that you did to me last night? Don’t tell me you forgot about that?” Lu Han is really enjoying this, he wants to stop but he can’t he wants to let Donghae feel lost. “What night? Something happened between you two?” Dongahe raise his hand placing behind his head, “This is unbelievable.” Dara and Lu Han answer on the same time “No nothing happened!” “Yes something happened!” “Wait what’s happening here? Can someone please explain to me what’s going on?” He looked over to Dara waiting for explanation but he got nothing but a soul less brown orbs staring at Lu Han. “You see! You don’t know anything