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Chances & Forgiveness
"Is this really what you want? Are you sure that you chose her over us?" I asked him for the nth time. I promised myself that I won't let myself to kneel and beg to him to let is stay with him. I already accept my defeat. I know it hurts but what can I do? It's his life not mine. I don't have the right to control him. I just found out that 2 days ago, he was cheating behind my back with the friend whom I treated like my sister.
"Dara, how many times do I have to tell you! I chose her over you! Please don't make it hard for me, I already say that I love her.." He told me in a bored tone.
"Ok. You really want her, huh?" I asked him then continued, "Do you want a divorce?" I asked him even if I am shaking in asking him that question. I don't want to let him stay with us because of our children. Because, to be honest, it seems like he dosen't love my children.
"Are you sure about that?" He asked me with wide-eyes.
"Yes." I answered
"You don't mean it." He said.
"I do. Let just have a divorce because it seems like you don't love me neither my children and I don't want them to feel that their OWN father hates them." I emphasized the word 'Own father' to let him feel guilty to what he done to his Daughter and son. He neglect them, he didn't paid too much attention to them he dosen't even care if it was their birthdays and I hate him for that. I got the divorce paper from the bag and handed it to him.
"The thing you just need to do is to sign that freakin' paper." I told him angrily
"Ok." He answered and sign the paper.
"Here. Dara. I'm really sorry, but I really want her..I am very sorry." He told me as he handed me the paper. This guy! Go die and rot in hell now!
"I'll let you go now in a simple condition." I told him while he just sigh, nodded and let me say the condition I wish.
"I will take my children and you don't have the right to see them nor touch them. I will not let you get to know them. I will take them away from you.. That's all." I told him calmly
"B-b-b-but D-D-Dara. You can't do that. They are my children too. I won't let you do that." He told me
"But you already chose Chaerin over us and sign the divorce paper, so you are not their father anymore and you don't have any rights anymore. So if you wouldn't mind, get the hell out of here!" I told him
"O-O-Okay. Just tell me if you need something." He told while I just rolled my eyes
"I don't need any of you help because I can raise my children without you. So, get the ing hell out of here now!" I told him angrily while he just sigh and went out. I heard his car driving away. Insensitive jerk..
"Mom! Mom!" My little 15 year-old Hye Mi run to me and hug me.
"Are you okay mom?" She asked me. Aigoo, my little baby girl.
"Yes, baby. Where is your dongsaengs?" I asked her while she, on the other hand, wipes my tears away.
"M-M-Mom." My little 11 yrs. old Hye Ri walked to where are we
"What is it baby?" I asked her. It seems like she was close to tears.
"Mom..I know everything."
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