We got married quite a few times, every time we didnt see each for more than four days he said we had to do it again, so we wont forget about each other. I agreed with him, but I would never forget him even if we didnt see each other for years he will always be my Ji Oppa and I, his Chae.

Life was getting better, the man started to trust me more he said I could walk home from now on becuase he said he was busy at work. Summer was ending and school came back, the teacher would always be my enemy but that didnt bother me there was Ji Young waiting for me at home. When the school bell rang, I would run home as fast as I can and Wait by the door waiting for JI young to come and he always did. Sometime he would sleep over if the men got drunk downstairs and each time we would talk the night away. He alway held my hand underneath the blankets.

But one day when I woke up and my hand was cold, he wasnt laying next to me anymore. I got up and looked under the bed but he wasnt there either. I heard a noise outside my door, so I peek out side and I saw a man exiting the bathroom and then Ji Young following behind him. The man was his father, his father took him to the bathroom and when I saw Ji young his eyes were dead like before.

Ji Young notice me and we locked eye contact, he looked so sad I was about to go get him, but he shook his head "no". The man left and he went towards me. We didnt say a word, he walked to the bed and went under the blankets, I followed him and we layed there, not saying a word. I put my hand to his and he responded my tighting the grip. We both turned to look at each other and fell asleep.

I got up and once again he wasnt there, it was time for school and I left. How was I suppose to help him. I thought about telling the teacher but she would have just smaked me like last time. So, After school I ran to the police station. I walked in and tugs on of the police officers shirt. When the man turned around, he smiled at me. It was one of the guys at the house. One of my "special friends". He spoke,

"Oh, my little Rinnie what are you doing here"

"Um.."

My heart beat sped up, I was afraid that the man was going to hear it. I started to tremble like before at the teachers office. No where was safe, we couldnt escape, they were every where.

"Miss whats wrong"

"I got lost when walking home, I dont know where I am"

"Let me take you home then, just wait one sec"

He walked to a person and whisper to him. he drove me home and all he talked about was how I made him feel and how I just made is day by seeing him and how I should come by more often. He drove me home, I got out of the car and he said

"See you soon Rinnie"

I walked away as fast as I could without being too noticable. When I got home the man was one the phone,

"Oh did she really, thank you for telling me, yep, good bye"

He got up and walked to me, he stared down at me. He reeked of alcohol. He crouch down and stared me in the eyes. His eyes were red and glaze over.

"You think you can go anywhere and get away with it"

"No"

Then Why were you at the police station just awhile ago?"

"I got lost thats it"

"Who did you tell?"

"No one"

He smacked me and started cursing and yelling how I could screw up his life, he kepted hitting me and pushed to to the floor, what he did in the bathroom he did right there. When he was done he laught at me, saying that I deserved it and I was being a disobiedent little girl. He started to threating me saying he would kill me and my mother if I every did some thing like that again. I didnt say a word I did cry nor did I beg for forgiveness. Which angried the man then he said,

"You ungrateful child, I save you,you better be thankful that I dont kill you now"

"Fine"

"What?"

"Kill me, See if I care"

"You little"

He started hitting and beating me, as if I said something wrong. He threw me around, I couldnt get up becuase of the pain. I was done with it, I was done with him, I was done with life. I didnt care death was better than this. But he said

" That litle boy, you care for so much consider him dead"

after he was done hitting me he passed out on the couch he layed there sleeping happily almost peacefully. His face made me sick, they only thing that was going threw my head was that I had to proctect Ji Young. He was my every thing, I couldnt let that thing ruin him, I had to be there for him.

So I walk to the kitchen and saw a knife on the counter, mom must have been cooking and forgot it there, I pick it up and walk to the sleeping man. I raise the knife above the man heart and stab him. He couldnt fight back becuase of the alcohol. I stab anb stab and stab untill that peacuful look turned dead.

My mom walk in and screamed, she saw me covered in blood, the mans blood,

"Chaerin,what did you do?"

"I saved you, I saved us, he was hurting me and you, were safe now, arent you proud of me?"

She started crying and went to the man. She hug him begging him to wake up, she was scearming at me saying that this was my fault, telling me that I was the biggest mistake of her life, that I shouldve killed myself not him.

The next thing I new it I was in jail, I was tweleve now and my own mother said I murdered her husband in cold blood. I tried to tell them what he did to me but no one listen, no one believed me. I was alone once again