*First of all, I'm sorry for the grammatical errors and misspellings

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“You changed,” Haruna said shortly

Yuko looked surprised when she heard that.

“Which side of me that change? I’m still me,” Yuko replied, avoided Haruna’s eyes

“Look at me,” Haruna said and turned Yuko’s face forcely to face her

“What?” Yuko replied annoyingly make Haruna furious

“What happened to you? You weren’t Yuko that I know. You weren’t Yuko who used to clingy all over me everyday, not Yuko who used to “skinship” me, not Yuko who used to be a bubbly girl….,”

“That’s the point! I’m not a girl anymore! Why should I act like a girl? I’m 24 years old now. I have to act like my age,”

With that Yuko left Haruna dumbfounded.

What happen to you, Yuko?

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“Bad day?” Atsuko asked without look at Yuko when Yuko throwed her body in the empty space beside Atsuko on the couch

“Hmmm,” Yuko hummed

“Is it related to Harunyan?” Atsuko asked again then turned her head to face Yuko

Yuko just sighed as a reply.

“What happen?” Atsuko asked, concern

“I just felt old,”

And suddenly she heard someone laughing hard beside her. She glared at the person made that person cleared and changed her face immedietly into serious one.

“Ok, you’re not joking,” Atsuko said, more to herself

“Who told you I joked,” Yuko replied, pissed

“Which side of you is old?”

“I’m 24 years old for God’s shake,” Yuko answered while pouting

“Age is just a number. You not look old at all. Did Harunyan told you that you look old?”

Yuko shook her head.

“That! So what’s the point to worried about that?” now Atsuko become the one who pissed with her friend’s stupid thought

“It’s just… I don’t know. I was just worried she’ll hate me because I didn’t act like my. I mean I’m not a 17 years old girl who’s touching everywhere. I should be more serious in a relationship,” then she sighed. “I was scared that she’ll leave me and will turn to be with Mariko. Just look at them. They looked so…. perfect together. Mariko could always make her laugh. Mariko could make her feel special. Unlike me who maybe make her felt like a mother whose have to took care of her child,”

Yuko buried her face in her palms and suddenly sobbing.

“Ittai!” she screamed when she felt stingy in her her head who turned to be Atsuko who hit her head

“What’s that for?” Yuko shouted angrily

“That was to make you wake up from your LaLaLand,” Atsuko replied and suddenly hugged her

“You should talk to her. Don’t just make a decision like this. You also should gave her chance. Give her chance to share hat she felt. I don’t want you to regret everything when that already happen okay. So, tomorrow go talk to her and told her everything what you felt too. You need to be open with each other,” Atsuko caressed Yuko’s hair. “Now go to sleep. You need to rest. You looked tired,”

Yuko released the hug and nodded. Then she got up and walked to her room.

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Yuko opened AKB’s make-up room to meet Haruna’s straight face. It surprised for her to saw Haruna this early because she used to be late when it came to it. Now, they’re the only to person in that room. 4 hours to go they’ll have a performance in a music programme that’s why they’ll still meet each other.

Both of them keep avoided each other eyes.

“Ehm..,” Yuko tried to broke the awkward

Haruna just stared at her boringly before turned her face to other direction

“Haruna…. I…,”

“You didn’t call me Haruna before,” she cutted Yuko flatly

Yuko combed her hair nervously.

“I’m sorry if I hurted you before,” Yuko said nervously

“Don’t you love me anyomore?” Haruna asked all of sudden

“EEEEH?!” Yuko turned her head to Haruna to met her painful eyes

“It’s not that, Nyannyan,” Yuko then ran to hugged Haruna

“It’s not that I don’t love you anymore. I’m… I just thought maybe you tired of me. Of my childishness,”

Yuko said, buried her face in Haruna’s hair

Suddenly haruna felt her shoulder getting wet. She broke the hug and stared at Yuko who now was staring at the floor. She putted her fingers in  Yuko’s chin and make her looked at her.

“Why did you think like that?”

“It’s just I already 24 years old but I… I didn’t act like I should be. I thought that maybe you were tired of me. That maybe you’ll choose Mariko over me,” Yuko answered buried her face again in Haruna’s hair and sobbed

Suddenly Haruna broke the hug forcefully and head-butted Yuko.

“Baka Yuko!” she shouted. “How could you think of that? Don’t you trust my love for you,” Haruna continued and tried to hit Yuko

“I’m sorry, Nyannyan. I really am,” Yuko hugged Haruna, tried to calm her. “I just think shortly. I know I was stupid. It’s not that I doubted your love, I just felt that I was…. too childish for my age,”

“That’s what make me fall for you. Your childishness always could make me laughed, could cheer me up. So, don’t you dare to think that I don’t love you anymore because of your childishness. I love you and I will always love,” Haruna stared at Yuko with eyes full of love

“I love you too and will always love you,” and Yuko sealed it with a kiss.

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