Outside Siwon was heading back to his room when he heard a weird noise coming from Leeteuks room. He was going to knock on the door when his phone rang letting him know he got a text.

From: Kibummie <3
To: Siwon

I couldn’t get back to sleep because of our phone call. I figured you might want to try again. It’s always good to practice, right?

Siwon blushed as he forgot all about the noise and made a b-line to his room. He locked the door behind him before hitting re-dial.

In Leeteuks room Kangin was taking his shirt off as Leeteuk locked the door. “I think it’s cute that Eunhyuk didn’t know about Henry and Zhou mi until now.”

“What? Cute, *sigh* am I ever cute to you?” Kangin his side resting his head on his hand while he watched Leeteuk change.

“Of course I do.” He walked over and kneeled down in front of Kangins face. “Like right now, how you’re all jealous. That’s so adorable.” Leeteuk leaned in and kissed Kangins nose.

“When I’m jealous huh?” Kangin leaned over and pulled Leeteuk in for a deeper kiss.

“Mm… not tonight Kangin. We have practice tomorrow right after we see Heechul off.” Kangin frowned and lay on his back. Leeteuk smiled again as he crawled in next to Kangin. Kangin smiled and wrapped his arms around Leeteuk.

“Do you think we should tell everyone about us? I mean they are all so accepting of Henry and Zhou mi.” Leeteuk froze in his arms. He squirmed around trying to face Kangin.

“W-why?”

“Well… now that we’re dating I want to do so many dirty things with you” Kangin smirked “and I want to hear you scream my name over and over, but I can’t do that when we are trying to keep it a secret from everyone.”

Leeteuk couldn’t say anything. Even though he knew that the members were okay with Henry and Zhou mi he was scared. Even though Heechul said he would be accepting and even try to persuade any members that didn’t like it, Leeteuk was scared. Afraid that as soon as they showed affection someone would call him a horrible leader, a horrible person, sick, disgusting, a horrible friend, and worst of all he was afraid they would say this to Kangin.

He was more afraid for what they would think or do to Kangin than even himself which also scared him. He tensed when Kangin shook him.

“Teukkie, did you hear me? I think since Heechul said he is going to confess everything when he gets back we should too.”

“NO!” Leeteuk jumped up and fell off the bed.

“Jeongsoo what’s wrong?” Kangin sat up and went to help the older man lying on the floor.

“I-I’m fine, but I think we should just not…umm let’s just not say anything.” Leeteuk looked down as he sat up with his back to Kangin. Kangin frowned as he looked at his lover.

“It’s fine, we don’t have to do anything like that.” He got up and pulled Leeteuk to his feet. He helped him back in bed and tucked him in. “I’m going to sleep in my room tonight. Good night.” Kangin walked out as Leeteuk sat up.

When the door closed behind Kangin Leeteuk felt something squeeze in his chest. “No good night kiss?” Leeteuk mumbled as he lay in bed wrapping his arms around the pillow Kangin used.