Dear Lee Taemin , 

You know , its been so long since i saw you smile . Its been so long since I even saw you . I didnt even know youre a blond now . keke , but youre still as adorable as ever , you know that ? (: Minnie-ah , ...life is so hard right now . And the fact that i cant go to the concert that you're having here in Singapore , ...is not helping . I really , really wanna go . Its my birthmonth , you know ! And i have the same birthday as Key Umma ! ^^ If i get a chance to go , ...it'll really make my best birthyear , ..ever . But its okay , i guess . As long as i support you , i'm going to be fine (: 

http://shineeilysm.tumblr.com/post/8599440148/taeminnie-sacheon-world-percussion-festival-opening

i chance upon this just now . You werent smiling , instead , youre giving that strong stare to the camera . It was heart-fluttering , yes , but it was not until i saw that smiling-like-a-Sun picture in the later part did i truly smile ! I've missed thaat you so much . I really did . That picture made my night . Now i can sleep peacefully , huh ? (: 

You know , ...alot of people laugh at us love-struck fans . They always told us that you wont even notice us , why are we being so protective of you . 

Those who dont know , ...dont understand , huh ? (: 

Being a Shawol , being in this big fandom , ....i really really feel belong . Like Shawols are connected together . I think i like that (: 

Alright Oppa , i'm going to bed . Nights <3