Because I Was A Weak Man [Sohee&Jiyong;]

WonderBang One Shots

"I let you go because I wanted what was best for you, but I let you go because I was a weak man."
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Jiyong woke up from his dream and sat up from his bed. Looking out his window he could see the whole night of Seoul. After all he was living at a attic in this very old hotel. Getting out of his bed since he couldn't sleep no more, he grabbed his jacket that was sitting at a chair he through on to this morning.

Walking in the cold city of Seoul, Jiyong looked around the place seeing busy cars and couples. His eyes landed on a plusie store that gave him a flashback to the old days.

[Flashback]
"Oppa I want this one!" A woman said happily handing him a medium rabbit size plushie.

"This one? But I wanted to give you this one." A guy said showing the women a duck plushie that was also medium size.

The woman pouted, "Yah oppa I thought you said I can get whatever I pick!" She yelled causing the guy to smile.

"Awww Sohee you're so cute when you get angry!" The guy yelled happily hugging her causing the woman to smile and giggle.

[Reality]
Sighing Jiyong shook his head and continue to walk, digging his hands deeper in his pockets to keep his hands warm while he looked up at the sky. Seeing the starry night reminded him of his first and last love. Just then a TV from the main news report showed a woman figure.

"Ahn Sohee the daughter of Ms.Ahn CEO world fashion designer has did it again for presenting her amazing fashion designs and more. Apparently she has capture a young mans heart, in which rumor has it two lovebirds." The reporter on the news ranted off, Jiyong just started at the screen and shook his head walking away.

He was sitting in a coffee shop now talking a sip of his warm coffee that made his whole body warm. He couldn't help but think about Sohee, the very Ahn Sohee.

They went out before and was a very happy couple too. Nothing could have tore this couple apart, except one person. Ms.Ahn.

[Flashback]
"You want her the best don't you?!" Ms.Ahn screamed.

"I do." Jiyong who was kneeling on the ground whisper out.

"Then please leave her! You'll ruin her reputation! She has a famous life ahead of her!" Ms.Ahn yelled throwing up her hands.

"Please. Please I beg you." Ms.Ahn beg covering her face with her hands crying now.

"I....I....I......promise you then." Jiyong whispered out and got up from kneeling.

[Reality]
Taking another sip of his coffee the door opened causing the cold air to rush in. Shivering, Jiyong quickly took another sip of his coffee. He set the cup back down and looked at the people who came in. His eyes widen from shock, standing at the counter was Ahn Sohee with someone else. It was a man figure, and putting the pieces together, the man would be her boyfriend.

Just then Sohee turned her head and her gaze landed to a man who was sitting at a corner. Looking at the man face her eyes widen in shock, not knowing what to do her whole body froze.

"Come on Sohee, let's sit over there." A young man said pushing Sohee alittle. It caused her to stumble forward a little, but sooner it brought her back to reality. She went towards the table and sat there, with her back facing Jiyong.

Jiyong just watched Sohee and the guy whom she was talking to. They were laughing and smiling, he couldn't help but feel his heart tug alittle. Couldn't handle watching this scene any longer he stood up from where he was sitting and grabbed his cup of coffee with him. Walking to the door he opened it with so much strength that the door was wide open with cold air rushing in.

Walking again in the cold busy street of Seoul once again, Jiyong drank all his coffee in one gulp and threw it into a trash can. Walking back towards the hotel he lived in he hope today was the last time he'll see Sohee.

The next day Jiyong woke up to the sound of his alarm clock. Groaning he slowly got up and headed towards the bathroom, taking a nice warm shower he quickly got dress up to meet his boys at the same coffee shop he went to last night. Grabbing his coat he quickly put it on heading towards the door, he stopped when his hand reached the door knob.

He turned towards his right where a table stood about one feet away, their was a picture frame with a picture in it with a couple smiling like everything was perfect. Jiyong smiled, thinking why he still putted the picture there and still hadn't putted it away yet. It was a picture of him and Sohee, smiling happily like the perfectest couple. Closing the door shut he locked it and left, as he walked out in the morning cold air of Seoul he couldn't help but think about the encounter he and Sohee had last night.

Reaching the coffee shop Jiyong opened it and quickly step in cold as ever.

"Yo G right here!" Young Bae one of his best friends yelled waving towards him to come over. Jiyong waved back and went towards the table, sitting down he notice that all his friends was here already.

"Your sure late today." Seung Hyun said drinking his coffee.

"Yeah, drank coffee late at night yesterday." Jiyong explained, his tone was tired yet with sadness in them. Young Bae putted a hand on Jiyong's shoulder knowing something must has happen along with Seung Hyun, Seungri, and Daesung.

"Tell us what happen." Young Bae said, Jiyong sighed and explained how whe met Sohee yesterday and reminded him about the past. Plus her having a new boyfriend and all.

"I know it must hurt you bad, but remember why you left her." Seung Hyun said, all four of them know why Jiyong left Sohee.

Sighing Jiyong just nodded getting up from his seat, "I need to go. Get some fresh air."

Young Bae nodded and gestured him to leave while Daesung, Seungri, and Seung Hyun said goodbye. Opening the door Jiyong left deciding to go to a near by park around this corner.

As he sat on a swing he couldn't help but think about Sohee, no matter how he denies about thinking about her he just couldn't. While thinking he couldn't hear someone walking around the park and sat on a bench across from where Jiyong was sitting.

Someone let out a fustrated grunt loudly causing Jiyong to snap out of his thoughts. Looking around he spotted a woman sitting on a bench muttering to herself.

"Why does mother always want me to be with him." The woman mutter out pouting, Jiyong not knowing who it was couldn't help but smiled.

"Aish, she's such a pain in the . I already have enough business to take care, now she wants me in a relationship? Aish." The woman mutter out more, this time Jiyong couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"Who's there?!" The woman yelled totally scared and embarrassed to who listened in her conversation.

Jiyong stood up walking towards the woman, when he got close to her his smiled faded in shock while the womane did the same.

"Kwon Jiyong." The woman whisper out while Jiyong whisper out her name also.

"What are you.....did you hear everything I said?" Sohee ask above a whisper clearly shock on seeing him again. Jiyong just nodded since seeing her made his throat all dry.

"Oh.....ummmmmm please just forget about that." Sohee said and got up from the bench she was sitting at. She was about to leave when a arm reached out and stopped her.

"The guy you were talking about just now, was it the guy from yesterday I saw?" Jiyong ask, Sohee just nodded and he continued.

"You don't like him?" Jiyong ask, silence fell between them and none of them move.

"So you don't?" Jiyong ask once more, wanting to hear her answer.

"No I don't. But I don't love any of you man cause I'm disgusted from all of you." Sohee said with coldness in them.

"After what you done to me by leaving me," Sohee said but more like yelling now. She turned around to face Jiyong and continue, "You only wanted my fortune huh?!"

Jiyong just stood their silent not understanding why she didn't know the truth yet. He wrote her a letter in which he handed to Ms.Ahn from the day he broke up with her. He told Ms.Ahn to give it to her so she will understand his reasons and move on.

"You didn't read the letter?" Jiyong ask.

"What letter?!" Sohee yelled obviously still mad at him.

"Nothing, it's best if you don't know." He said, Sohee obviously annoyed grab him by his jacket collar and yelled.

"What letter?!" She yelled. Jiyong looked down to the ground avoiding her gaze with such anger in them.

"It's a letter I wrote to you two years ago, on the day we broke up." Jiyong explained. Releasing his jacket collar Sohee sat back down on the bench.

"I never received any letter." Sohee whisper out.

"Of course, I handed it to your mom so she could hand it to you." Jiyong continue to explain.

"And she didn't." Sohee said, wanting to know what was written in the letter now.

"What was written inside?" Sohee ask, Jiyong looked at her shock that she wanted to know.

"Its...its...its nothing. It's best that you don't know." Jiyong hesitated while speaking.

"What was written in it?!" Sohee ask angry that she couldn't know.

"Please just tell me, I feel so useless without knowing anything. My mom hides things from me, force me to do things, and now you not telling me about this letter you wrote to me?!" Sohee yelled tired from all this mess.

"I'm sorry." Jiyong whisper out.

Sohee just laughed with sadness in them, "Please just tell me. Do you know I always tell myself that you didn't like me for my money only? I know you love me for me." Sohee whispered out grabbing on Jiyong's arm.

"Please you still love me right?" Sohee ask crying, she didn't want to show him her weak side but her tears just came out by themselves.

"I.....let's just get you home." Jiyong said grabbing her hand that was on his arm. Sohee couldn't help but felt his body warmth from his hand which was nice and warm. It felt good to feel his body warmth on her again she thought. Walking to Sohee's house was pretty far since first they have to take a bus.

"I think the bus will come in ten minutes." Jiyong said looking at his watch and let go of Sohee's hand obviously leaving.

"Come with me." Sohee said grabbing onto his jacket stopping him.

"Please." Sohee whisper about, Jiyong turned his head around looking right into her sad eyes. Sighing he nodded even though he knew Ms.Ahn wouldn't be happy seeing him with her when they reach her house.

As they took the bus to Sohee's home she drifted off to sleep and her head landed on Jiyong's shoulder. He thought about pushing her head away but decided not to as old memories of them flooded into his mind.

They were taking a bus just like this going to the beach and she fell asleep resting her head on his shoulder. Jiyong looked to the side seeing Sohee's soft baby face sleeping peacefully. Just then the bus stop causing Sohee's head to go forward with Jiyong quickly catching it with his hand.

"Mmmmm, were there already?" Sohee ask as her head lifted off his shoulder while she scratch her head. Jiyong couldn't help but smile seeing her old habit on scratching her head when she wakes up. Sohee knowing why he's smiling quickly putted her hand down embarrass.

"Come on." Jiyong said getting up from his seat while giving Sohee's head alittle rub. Sohee looked at him while touching her head on the spot he rub on. She quickly followed behind him and got off the bus. As they started walking their was silence except the sound of their foot steps.

"Did you know I love where you live? Near the beach with massive fields of grasses with flowers and especially when the sunset you get to see? Like right now?" Jiyong ask looking at the sun squinting. Sohee looked towards the sun direction and squinted also smiling.

"Lovely isn't it?" Sohee ask smiling with Jiyong nodding his head and turned his head to look at her.

"You haven't changed a bit since two years have past." Jiyong said smiling weakly thinking about the brake up from two years ago.

"I guess." Sohee whisper out looking ahead of the road.

"You know I think you should ask your mom about that letter I wrote you." Jiyong said sighing and stop his track looking right into Sohee's eyes. She also stopped her track and gaze into his eyes.

"The letter has the reason why I left you." He said finally telling her what was written inside the letter while that sentence took Sohee's breath away. Not knowing what to say Jiyong looked ahead of the road and saw they were close to her house.

"You should walk back home by yourself now." Jiyong said, Sohee looked towards the direction were Jiyong's gaze was on. She nodded knowing her mom will question why she was with Jiyong.

As Sohee walk back home alone Jiyong kept his gaze on her. Thinking that when she found out the truth will she be mad? Thinking that his reason was stupid? He shook his head thinking that its useless, they already broke up what makes him think they can restart dating all over again?

"But I don't love any of you man cause I'm disgusted from all of you." Sohee's sentence from the park early ringed in his mind. He turned his gaze towards the sun and smiled taking in the view. He walked on to the massive green field and sat there deciding to stay for awhile.

When Sohee reached her house her maid opened the door with Sohee running towards her mother's office.

"Mom!" Sohee yelled open the door wide and came trudging in walking straight to her desk.

"Don't yell Sohee that's not lady like." Ms. Ahn said in a calm strict voice.

"Mom, I want to know something. Did Jiyong gave you a letter to hand it to me on the day we broke up?" Sohee ask running out of breath. She could see her mother face went pale.

"How did you know?" Ms.Ahn whisper out.

"So it's true?!" Sohee yelled angry at her mom from hiding the letter.

"It doesn't matter! What matter is your not going out with him!" Ms.Ahn yell.

Sohee eyes flash with anger in them as she yelled back, "Where's the letter!"

"If your making up with him it'll ruin your reputation Sohee!" Ms.Ahn yell rubbing her temples clearly frustrated.

"No mom, you only care for yours. Please just give me the letter." Sohee said, Ms.Ahn shook her head and spoke.

"If I hand you the letter you are not my daughter no longer." Ms.Ahn threaten her.

Sohee couldn't help but only smile, "Good, I'll be glad to cause then I wouldn't have to put up with you for controlling my life!" Sohee yelled. From that statement Ms.Ahn raise her hand and slap Sohee across the face. Sohee covered her cheek that was now burning and whispered out something.

"Where's the letter?" Sohee ask once more. With angry eyes Ms.Ahn opened one of her desk drawer and withdrew a envelope that was pink.

"You know I only hid this for you for your own good but now it's all over since your no longer my daughter." Ms.Ahn said with sorrow yet coldness in them while she handed her the envelope. Without saying any words Sohee grabbed the envelope and trudge out the office and out of the house.

Sitting on her front porch Sohee wipes her tears that spilled out when she walked out the house. Sighing she quickly ripped open the envelope, she was eager to read the letter that Jiyong wrote to her two years ago.

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Dear Sohee,

By the time you read this your probably crying still on our brake up. But I have my reason for it, your mom ask me to leave you for your reputation and that it what was best for you. I did wanted the best for you cause I love you very very much and you know that. So for your own good I decided to leave you, I let you go because I wanted what was best for you, but I let you go because I was a weak man. Please understand and move on.

Yours Truly,
Kwon Jiyong

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As Sohee finish reading the letter tears was running down her face but it was new tears. It was tears of guilt, all this time she believed that Jiyong wanted her money and she grabbed on to that statement to hate him.

"Stupid Jiyong." Sohee whisper out while she curled into a ball and cried. Finally Sohee wiped her tears and stood up, as she step out of her front porch she whisper goodbye to her old life, mother, and her house.

Running now she hope that Jiyong was at the bus stop still waiting for a bus. But then she stopped spotting a male figure sitting on a field. His eyes was close and he was smiling taking in the sun raze. Looking closely it was Jiyong, she smiled and started running towards his direction.

Getting close to him she yelled out his name causing him to turn around while sitting. She leap into him hugging him tightly while Jiyong was shock.

"You babo, how could you leave me because you think its for my good?" Sohee said still hugging him. Departing away from him she showed him the letter, Jiyong stared at her and touched her cheek where she was slap that was red.

She slapped you didn't she." Jiyong ask but was more like a statement with anger.

Sohee nodded but smiled, "That's okay, are relationship is over. She's no longer my mom and I'm no longer her daughter."

"You shouldn't have done that, you'll ruin your reputation but more of your life. You have a famous life ahead of you Sohee." Jiyong said brushing her hair back and gazing into her eyes with concern.

"That's okay because my life doesn't belong to the rich and famous. My life belongs like you Kwon Jiyong. And your not a weak man because in my eyes your the strongest man I see." Sohee said smiling, Jiyong smiled and hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry from two years ago and causing you pain." He said hugging her more tightly like never letting her go.

"It's okay cause I'm here with you now." Sohee whisper out. From that Jiyong broke away from the hug and gaze into her eyes with her gaze on him also. With that they both kissed each other gently on the lips and looked at each other again smiling.

"Shall we look at the sunset like we use to?" Jiyong said, Sohee smiled and they both turned towards the view where the sun was setting.

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Yay! My second one shot, hope you guys enjoy this one!

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yanaera
#1
Chapter 1: I actually really would like to hear YeEun sing Haru Haru solo... and then have Daesung come in the middle of the song and YES! Beautiful duet.
(I can really watch that collab on repeat. It was so awesome)

Your one-shots are really nice, I must say.
Here's to hoping for a WonderBang reunion soon.
Plmokn #2
Cute