Ding dong. Ding dong.

Someone kept ringing the door bell of Shim Changmin's house. Its not that Changmin was late to open the door. The person who was standing outside the door was impatient. The owner of the house knew exactly who it was. So he fastened his steps to get to the door. As soon as Changmin opened the door he smiled at his visitor.

"Hi!"

"Hey! Come on in." - Changmin gave space to the shorter male to get into the house and locked the door.

When he turned around he noticed his visitor was staring at him with a blank face.

"What? Is there something on my face?"

"Don't u get annoyed?"

"Annoyed of what?"

"I always ring the bell so many times don't u get annoyed?"

"Why would I? I like it. When I do that I know its you."

"Yunho used to scold me for that. He used to get annoyed at me."

Changmin sighed. There it is again. That name - Yunho. Its been three months since they are together but Jaejoong just can't stop talking about his ex.

You still love him. Don't you?

Changmin feels guilty for breaking them up like that.But he is greedy. He wants this beautiful man to himself only. He doesn't want Jaejoong to hate him. He feels guilty every moment of his life. Thats the only reason he takes get beaten by Yunho everyday but doesn't utter a word. He deserved all that.

"Lets start practising the math problems hmm?"

He held Jaejoong's hand and led him the way. He liked moments like these. When he could hold the hand of the love of his life... When he could spend some alone time with him. Because even though they were in a relationship according to everyone they never did anything romantic like lover do. At least Jaejoong didn't do it and Changmin knows it very well that he never will. He has not forgot Yunho yet. He was lost in his own thought when suddenly the shorter male freed his hand from him.

The taller man felt sad suddenly. He got scared for a second. But when Jaejoong appeared in front of him with a smile on his fave he hid his true emotions with a fake smile.

"No. You need to eat first. I am sure you haven't eaten anything yet after coming from school."

Saying that the shorter male went to the kitchen to set up the food he has brought for Changmin. He placed the food on the table and dragged the taller male to the table who was still standing awkwardly near the door.

"Come here Min. See what I have brought for you. Your favorite pasta."

He pressed Changmin's shoulder to make the guy sit on his seat. A groan came out from the taller male's mouth unintentionally.

"I am sorry. Did I hurt you?"

"Huh? No... Not that much. Its just your nail poked my shoulder I think. Waahh! Pasta!!! Are these all mine? Aren't you eating with me?"

Changmin tried to distract Jaejoong from that topic who was frowning right now. "I don't have long nails and I didn't put that much pressure on your shoulder that would hurt you. Changmin what happened to your shoulder?"

"Nothing Jae... Nothing. Lets just eat okay?"

He tried to ignore the topic again and picked up his fork to eat the food.

"This is soo good. This is why I have always liked you. You are such a good cook. Mmm... So good."

Jaejoong just sat beside Changmin and blushed everytime the taller man praised him.

When they were done Changmin was about to stand up but Jaejoong prssed him shoulder again to make him sit. He noticed how Changmin bit his lips to keep him from groaning.

"Is anything wrong Jae?"

The shorter male didn't answer but stood up and started to the other male's shirt. Changmin was taken aback by his action.

"Jae.. What are you doing?"

Jaejoong didn't reply. He opened the first few buttons and slid it down to check his boyfriend's shoulder. He was shocked to see a huge red bruise which is now turning purple on the shoulder.

"What is this? How did this happen?"

"Its nothing. I just fell while playing basketball."

"Oh yeah? Then why didn't you tell me about it?"

"I didn't want to make you worried."

"Changmin Yunho had beaten you up. Didn't he? Thats how you got this bruise. Thats how you got the cut under the lips last week. And thats why you couldnt work properly the week before."

"What are you talking about? I got the bruises because I am clumsy."

"Stop lying Changmin. Stop it. Junsu saw it okay? Junsu saw you get beaten by Yunho and you didn't even hit back. Why are you doing this? Why are you hiding this from me? I know Yunho is a horrible person. He lied to me. I hate liars."

Its not him who lied. Its me. If you knew the truth you'll hate me. Not him.

"Jae... Its getting late. Lets just do math okay?"

Jaejoong could only sigh. Changmin is always like that. Trying to ignore problems and fights. Sometimes he gets frustrated because of his stubbornness.

Instead of following the taller male he went to the refrigerator and took out ice and put them in a plastic bag. When he entered Changmin's bedroom the other boy was sitting on the reading table with all the necessary books and notes.

"Please Jae... Don't start again."

"I won't ask you anymore questions. But please let me treat your shoulder or else it will get worse."

Jaejoong sat behind the tallen man and placed the bag of ice on his shoulder.

Changmin felt hurt. Not beacuse of his bruised shoulder. But because of the kindness this man showing him.

I don't deserve this Jae. I don't deserve your kindness... Your touch... You presence in my life. I don't deserve any of it.