" I love you since we first meet at school and I feel so happy when you seat next to me.."

" If I greet you before Kyungsoo, maybe you would be mine today.. he stopped

"but, I'm not late right?? "

Sehun hug you more tight

you closed your eyes and take a deep breath before explain to Sehun that you want to sorry to him because involved him into your life ..

Sehun hold your shoulder and make you face him ..

"answer me.. I'm not late right?? to get your heart again??" Sehun ask you with hope in his eyes that you can accept him in your life

" Sehun~~ th---" before you could answer.. he kiss you lips passionately 

you widened your eyes, you couldn't believe that Sehun will kiss you like that

" I love you Suzy .. until the end of my life.. and----- "

D.o that come with sudden then punch Sehun's face that make Sehun fall to ground

Sehun's mouth bleeding

"yah~~ Do Kyungsoo!!! " you shout his name

"are you okay Sehun " you ask him and help him to stand up

"yea.. I'm alright " reply Sehun while wipe his mouth with his finger

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?? " you can see that D.o really angry right now

"Kyungsoo ahh~ actually----- " Sehun try to explain to D.o what exactly happen but you hold his hand and stop his words

"What?! Doing what?!!" you shout towards D.o try to backup Sehun 

~ " I'm sorry Kyungsoo. I must do this. I do this for your goodness. Please forget me. Please....." ~ you only can say that in your heart not in reality.

 

" You ask me what ??! You think I'm stupid?! I saw what are you doing with this guy! " D.o pointed to Sehun

" and you Sehun! " he grab Sehun's collar  " how dare you kiss my girl?!! did you wanna die!!"

 

" STOP IT KYUNGSOO!!" you shout, D.o release his grab then face you

" We are over..... " you say it a bit slower that only D.o can hear you

" what?? are you out of your mind Suzy?" D.o can't accept your decision

" We are over..... I wanna break up ... I can't hold this anymore... " you say that without looking at him

" But-- why?? Suzy..... why ??? "  D.o hold your hand .

you just silent and not answering his question

" please answer me Suzy.. " he hold you tighter

 

" I think you already know why... " you snatch your hand from him and go to Sehun 

" No! You're lying.... You still love me .... " D.o trying to get back your hand but you refuse and walk away with Sehun and left him behind with clueless towards you 

~" I'm sorry Kyungsoo ya- I don't want you to left me forever. Eventhough one day you will not remember me anymore. I can accept it, sa longv as I can see your face and your smile , Oh God , please make me a strong person to go through this situation "

 

Sehun's POV

~"Suzy ..... Why did you do this to your self? It hurt so much to see you suffer like this.. why did you not accept me ? I can make you happy more than him.. or did I'm not perfect like that guy in your eye?? " ~

 

 " This is not Suzy that I always be.... " Suzy stop her step and look at me with her eyes still wet

" Suzy that I knew is a strong person , eventhough she is going a hars time.. " I wipe her eyes with my thumb

" I'm notthe old Suzy that you know Sehun ya-.. that Suzy already gone.. Only the weak Suzy , that stand infront of you right now " the way she say it just like she really really lose her hope

" please~~ Don't be like this Suzy... please don't cry anymore , if I should have to help you until the end of my life , I will Suzy.. I don't care anymore if you can accept my love or not Suzy.. I will trying to throw that felling far away from my heart eventhough it will hurt me.. " I kiss her forehead

" No Sehun-- I want you to be my real boyfriend.. I want to forget my memories with him in my mind " she reply and hug me .

I don't know how to react right now.. should I be happy?? or sad?? because I know that what ever that she said it doesn't come frem her heart but from her mind that never be a right decision....

 

~"I will do anything just for you my princess"~

 

At Suzy's house

Suzy's POV

Sound of knock make me wake up from my sleep. Because a lot of crying make me fall asleep..

" Suzy~ I wanna talk to you for a while " then Suho open the door 

" what is it? " I ask him

" are you really wanna do this Suzy?? did you already think it many time? I dont want you to regret it after this.. Because I don't eanna see my sister suffer like this anymore"

" yes oppa- I wanna do this.. because I love him oppa-- I don't want him die infront of me oppa- I don't want to see him suffer, it make me more suffer oppa-- " I lean my head to his chest and crying

"okay - if that is your decision, oppa always beside you and help you.. but--- promise me one thing darling " he stop his words and hold your face to face him ..

" promise me that you will not crying like this anymore. I don't want to see my cute sister crying so hard like this.. Promise me " he say while wipe me tears , I nooded then hug him

" thanks oppa- for always with me "

" I'm your oppa, I knew well my sister"

he then also hug me and kiss my forehead.. that make me more comfortable ..

A sound of the phone make me and Suho look at each other , then both of us looking at my phone that vibrate on the table..

D.o's name appear on the screen..

I look at Suho , did I should answer it or not...

" answer that" Suho pass the phone to me

I take a deep breath before answer that ..

" Hello----"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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my last update for this story is last year (OMGGG...) So long long ago right... :(  

sorry guys I'm really really sorry  for not update my story *bowing down to floor*.. or you not interested anymore with my story .... *sobss T_T *

I'm really really sorry *bowing*

actually last year I got a letter for study at a college ..

I shorted it, actually at my study area there is no internet line *so sad* *crying*

I already wrote my story in my diary .. Already 3@4 chapter I wrote in my diary but I didn't have a time to update my story.. I really really sorry guys *crying* huhuhuhuhu

I'll try my best to update more and complete this story.. *promise*

But please don't leave me T_T  T_T  T_T  begging you....

Sorry for my broken english and my typo...

sorry for short part :(

I update this at 10.20 PM... sleepy but I still need to settle my assignment...

love you guys...