Suzy's POV

"Hello... " only that words come from my mouth

" can I meet you?? At usual place... Just us" D.o's voice sound serious and then he off the call

-AT THE PLAYGROUND -

D.o's POV

~ "Suzy... Why??? Why so fast you change your mind?? I cannot understand what is actually happen... You said that you wanna stay with me forever... why??  Or you did this just to make me fedup with you and make me to take the sugery?? No Suzy...I dont wanna loss my memories with you Suzy... Never... Because I love you.... "

"what did you want to talk to me?" Suzy ask me with her fake angry face then take a seat infront of me and didnt see my face

"did you really want to breakup???" I ask her again

" yes~ I wanna breakup with you "

"but why?? Can I know why?? "

" Because I dont love you anymore.. And one more thing about your brain tumor.. For your information I dont want a illness person in my life.. I want my boyfriend that can follow me everywhere without bringing his medicine and causes trouble to me when he get sick " the ways she says really make me silence for a while..

" are you really mean it... Say it while see my eyes Suzy " I trying to hold her hand but with fast she remove her hand from me
 

" yes.. I really mean it.. I have no time to kidding about this.. I say I DONT NEED YOU IN MY LIFE ANYMORE just go away from my eyes and my life Do Kyungsoo.... " she say it while see my eyes then she just left me behind and walk away without looking at me

Suzy's POV

once arrived at my house I run to my room and burried my face into the pillow.. 

" why I'm so stupid to do this to you Kyungsoo.. I'm a selfish person right.. You should be hate me Kyungsoo , not to love me.. I'm not deserve to be your's Kyungsoo..  I'm such a cruel person..I'm sorry Kyungsoo I'm sorry....."  Only that word came out from my mouth with my tears that keep dripping to my pillow

My phone ringing

I answer that call without see who is the caller

"hello ~" my voice hoarseness

"its me.... Kyungsoo"

my mind completely blank when hear his voice

" Suzy ah- sorry for making you crying. If our breakup will make you happy and smile again...." he stopped his words 

 

~" No! I only will get my smile and my happiness again only if you're beside me Kyungsoo" ~

I shook my head to say that what he say is all wrong. I trying to hold my sobbing sound with my hand from be heard by D.o 

" I'm willing to let you go from my side, but not from my heart... you still in my heart, no one can replace you from my heart accept of death... " he continue his words

" I hope this is not our last conversation, one more thing, I'm leaving from here as you wanted to not to meet me anymore." I can hear his heavy sigh

I can't help myself from keep crying to hear him

" I'll go to abroad with my family to get surgery there.. If I don't have any time to meet you again , I want to ask a favour.. can I ?"

I don't know what can I reply to him... 

I clear my throat " yes, what is it ?" I try to control my shaking voice

" can I hear you say `I LOVE YOU` for the last time ?"

when hear he say like that, my tears even more dripping from my cheek

 

~ " I really really love you Do Kyungsoo -- I don'tknow how could I live without you beside me anymore, I will miss your laugh , your smile , your rounded eyes , your love shaped lips " ~

 

" I Love You "with almost whisper I reply that he still can hear me

D.o still can laugh a bit before reply to me

" I love you too... I love you more... I love You Most " at the end he kiss his phone I feel just like he kiss my cheek

before I could answer him , I can hear that someone calling him that they need to go ..

" I think you should go right now. " I trying to short our conversation

" okay- I should go , Suzy ya- please don't forget your meal a day,don't skip your meal.. I love you even where ever you are... I love you Babe-- " he say that before he turn off the call 

" I love you more stupid-- I loveyou most stupid-- I love you-- I-- Love-- Y- You--" my world became spinning and my vision also became black and blank..

 

 

10 years later~~~

Suzy's POV

" I love you too-- I love you more-- I love you most.... "

that voice, that voice once make me laugh, make me happy when he say that to me..

but now... I never hear that voice anymore.. I miss that lovely voice, I miss his love shaped lips that awlays kiss me before.. I miss you Kyungsoo .. I miss you Do Kyungsoo..

without I noticed my tears dropping , everytime when I remembered about him , my tears keep dropping without I wanted to.

 

" Hey-what are you doing here?? " Sehun approach behind me and take a seat beside me

" huh?? ermm -- just take a fresh air " trying to hide my wet eyes from him

" you should get ready right now.. I wanna bring you somewhere " he then smile and showing his white teeth

" eodi? I didn't have a mood to go anywhere " my eyes still at the red and yellow flower in the garden

~after apart with Kyungsoo, all my day and time only at home rahter. Eventhough it is already 10 years after he left Korea, it felt like the whole of my life is gone.~

 

" I don't wanna hear any excuses anymore, what I want is , you just go inside and wear this " Sehun then give me a paper bag that contain a dress color pink-purple

" but Sehun---"

"no- no more excuses...no more rejection... all I wanna know is , you already wear this dress .. I will pick you after an hour.. sharp... " Sehun give me a wink before left me alone, clueless..

 

 

 

 

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I think this is really a short part ..

I'll try my best to complete this story.. But~~~

actually I have a assignmet that really really make me so so so and so busy :(

* but still writing this part* 

that need me and my group member to create innovation product, make that product and show it to the lecturer.. urgh - so stress...

another assigment ofcourse  presentation  that need to be present next week..  and more assignment that still waiting for me to settle it...

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sorry for my broken English and my typo...

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