March 12, 1850

( you ’ POV)

Krystal.

When Kai said her name, I felt like he’s in pain. Then I remembered the girl on the last page of his composition notebook…

Is that Krystal? Maybe she’s Kai’s first love? But where is she? Too many question running on my mind.

I woke up having a headache, my breakfast is already ready and there’s a note from Lia:

Here’s your breakfast you .By the way, don’t worry your love....no I mean Kai is fine. Dont worry.

Enjoy your breakfast.

                                                                                                                                                       -Lia

Your Love? Seriously?! I’m not inlove with him it’s just I’m just worried and that’s all. It not like I really don’t like Kai but come on, I’m not that person who’ll fall in love to someone who is hard- hearted and mean.

After eating breakfast, I dress up. I’m wearing a blue dress and I braided my hair forming a bun, though it kinda looks messy but it’s just fine. I decided to go the library to read some books.  As I went out of the room, I saw Luhan.

I bowed and greeted him.

“Good Morning, Suzy.  He said. Uhmm…I’m just planning to invite you if you want to go to the garden to get some fresh air.?”

“Thank you I would love to.” I said shyly.

As we walk through the garden, I’m amaze to the view, Hundreds of flower everywhere. I saw Luhan picked one red rose and he give it to me.

“For a beautiful lady, like you” He said shyly.

“ohh, Thank you.” I blushed. I’m not expecting that.

Luhan offered me a sit on the bench beside the lake. As we sat down, though I find it awkward, I began to relieve as he open a topic.  He tells many story and I too. We exchange opinions and compliments removing that awkward ambience.Luhan is very nice, he’s different from his brothers. He’s so kind and fun to be with.

“Luhan? Can I ask you something?”

He nodded.

“How’s Kai? Is he alright?” I asked. It’s a family problem but I really do wanna know if he’s really okay.

“Yeah, he’s fine. ” But through his eyes I can see that he’s worried.

“Uhmm.... Luhan...W-ho Is Krystal? Uhmm…. Because I heard Kai saying that name, There’s no Krystal in the candidates. I’m just curious because the way he said her name it was……” I blurted that question without even thinking twice.

He was stunned with my question.

“Krystal? He is….. He is Kai’s first love. Krystal was Kai’s childhood friend and not only just a friend but a very close one. And they became really really close and fall to each other as time goes by.  Kai always write compostions for her and they always play the piano together. They are happy couple…But Krystal’s father ruined everything, Maybe Kai is already married now but beacause of her father, he just ruined everything. ”

It breaks my heart hearing those words. I don’t know why but I felt being stabbed on my heart. Why am I feeling this?

“Wh-what H-happened to her?”

“Arranged marriage. His father arranged a marriage without Krystal knowing it. Krystal really have no choice at that time because his father told her that if she’ll not marry that person. She must forget that she has a father and a family. In short, she chose to married that guy rather to marry my brother. That’s why Kai became what is he now. He’s not like this before.”

“It so CRUEL!!!  Why’d she didn’t fight for Kai?! If I’m in Krystal’s place I will fight for our love!” I shouted with anger.

There’s a regret for saying that words. I you who never fall in love say that….

I cannot believe. Am I falling already??