[Hyunkyung's POV]

My head feels so hurt. And my stomach too, something is wrong with my body. I don't know where I am but from the smell, i know that I'm not in my house. Where am I

"she's awake," I heard someone's voice beside me.

I hope i can open my eyes but it feels so heavy. I almost can't lift it. I tried little by little to open it, because i feel like i need to. a strong white light coming to my eyes and makes me wincing

"Hyunkyung-ah, Hyunkyung-ah..! Can you hear me?"

that voice is..

"Mom..?" I finally can let out a word from my little mouth then tilt my head to the side slowly. my mom's face came to my blurry vision and she was smiling at me

"Hyunkyung honey!!! you scared me!!" Mom said. finally i can see her clearly. Her eyes were red, she must be crying. I show her a faint smile.

"I'm sorry mom.."

"I'm glad you are awake now baby," she put my hand on her cheek and kissing it, "I told siwon and Hyunmin about your condition, They were like panicking and yelling over the phone. aigoo~ you made us so worry baby,"

I pouted, "I said I'm sorry... right mum?" I put the cutest face i can manage even I'm not feeling well. My mom finally smiled and laughs a bit.

"I know. I'm glad you're fine baby. This is what you get from locking yourself up 3 days 2 night on your bedroom without eating. Don't ever do that again okay!?" I nodded slightly.

at her words, i suddenly remember the last scene i saw before blacking out. Me, in a bath towel, Seunghyun oppa was there and ..Choi Minho. My face turned grim at the thought of him coming back to my room.

"Mom," I turn to face my mom again who's talking to a nurse after she finished taking my blood when i was thinking before, "Did.... did, min-"

CKREK!

The sound of the door knob being opened, we all turn to see to the door and saw Minho standing there with a flower bouquet. I turn my head away from him facing the wall on my right. I don't want My mom to know my relationship with Minho right now. She really likes minho and even keep telling me to tie the knot with him later on. If she find out that I've been fighting and breaking up ... she'll be all over us asking why? when? and blablabla~

"Choi minho from SHINee?" I heard the nurse asked him, tch, i know he's really populkar nowadays I just making faces from the other side where no one see me :p

"sure," he answered her after she asked him to take a picture together. I can hear the blitz sound, apparently my mom is happily taking the picture for them. they chatted a bit and my mom said to the nurse that minho is my cousin. Thank god we had the same sure name so she wont know that I'm his....... his ...what now?

"Hey," his voice that came so close behind my back kinda makes me jolt. I know now he was standing beside my bed with my back facing him. I stayed still, not moving nor saying anything back to him

"Well, i just let you two alone now," mom giggled then i heard her heels sound leaving this room.



for a moment i still stayed quiet, until I feel something heavy sitting on the side of my bed. His hand was caressing my hair softly, it from the top of my head to my back.

"thank god you are okay," he said again. I still stay silent. then his other freehand put the flower infront of my face from the back "Hyunkyung-ah, I am-"

I grab the bouquet and threw it on the floor before he could continue his sentence. His hand stop my head as I did that. The red roses that was designed and put beautifully before now scattered in the floor. I actually don't want to do that, but somehow i feel like i need to. I don't want to see him.... yet. After what he did to me before. I hold my tears back, he hurt me so much before. just because something that I