I looked over at her and looked back at the diaries.

I caused so much pain to her.

It's time ByungHun, change back to yourself.

She groaned and moved around in the bed.

I immediately ran over and helped her up.

Her eyes went super wide.

" A-are you okay? " I asked her.

She nodded in fear.

That fear i could see between her empty dark eyes.

I brought her downstairs and got a cup of tea.

I looked at the clock that was ticking.

It was almost 3am.

I looked at her as she sip the tea softly.

Still as cute as ever.

" ByungHun-ah.. " She suddenly called.

It was so soft and weak.

i nodded and looked at her.

She hesitated abit, but still she continued.

" Let's have a divorce. " 

My face fell.

" D-divorce? " I looked at her.

She nodded and tears were falling off her cheeks.

" I-i can't take it anymore.. Please.. Let me go. " She was suffering.

She was having so much pain when explaining. 

I didn't want a divorce, i was ready to change. 

I was really ready.

I looked at her hands.

She has grown skinnier, weaker, brittle and worst she got depression.

It was all because of me.

I was the cause. 

HaEun's POV

I grabbed my hands tightly.

He might relapse and slap me now.

I was ready for it.

But there' isnt a day where i can assure that my heart could hold on. 

I might eventually leave.

It happened now, i said i might get tired.

i really got so weak and tired already.

Just let me go. Please.

He looked into my eyes and smiled weakly.

" Alright then. Let's have a divorce. But i want to let you know. I would change to the old me. As long as there's a day you never get re-married, i would not stop chasing you. I would make you mine again. " 

I looked at his features, his still so charming and angelic.

He would always stand a place in my heart, i promise.

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