Chapter 6
{My Kingka 엘조 Pt.2}
I was holding onto the stack of diaries and the pills.
She has depression? Why is she hiding it away from me?
I was fuming inside, why didn't she tell me anything?
I was about to throw and leave everything.
Until i remember, i was the cause of everything.
i looked down to the weak and pale figure that was lying infront.
I then decided, to stay still and read her diaries.
Bad Day 12.04
Today, he came home drunk again.
He slapped me across my cheeks. I held in the pain and looked into his eyes.
I no longer see the angelic and soft eyes i seen.
It was full of hate and darkness.
Have i done something to him?
Did i break him?
If i did i want to pay my life for him to change back to what he was.
He scares me everyday, every single night i hope he will be back like last time coming home to give me hugs and kisses.
Buying foods and presents for me.
But no.
He comes home , drunk, perfumed, women, untidy clothes.
To him, i might just be someone that cleans up the mess.
But to me, his my world. His my everything.
I would still love you.
Bad Day 14.05
Today was ByungNam's parent's session.
I asked him to go with me, he said no.
It was a waste of his time. I understand now.
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