I finally realized now that I don’t need to please anyone. I don’t need anyone to like me or accept me. Being with Lay is enough.

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We are now currently sitting at our hidden hideout since when we were little. It’s a part of the nearest park in our house that no one knows that it exists.

“Lay, how’s your audition? Did you pass it?” I looked at him with shining eyes because I’m so much excited on what will be the results.

He just rubbed his nape like a very shy child and said: “Uhmm .. actually.. uhm..”

“Oh common! Say it! I want to know!” I smiled at him.

“I passed it!” He happily shouted.

“YAY!! CONGRATULATIONS!!” I unknowingly hugged him. “I’m so happy for you!”

He said thank you but I noticed he is blushing. But oh well, I need to treat him for his success. So I invited him to eat at our favourite ice cream shop. While we are walking, we saw Luhan walking alone and I’m sure he noticed us.

I got shy because I remembered all the humiliations he did to me so I low down my head. Lay noticed it and he holds my hand and whisper: “It’s okay.