A single glance, a cheeky smile.

That’s all you need to do to brighten up my day.

“Hyung, get me some snacks when you come home.”

“Jonghyun hyung, let’s go shopping!”

“Jamong, brew me some tea!”

The way you gasp when I touch you gently,

The way you return my smile every morning,

The way you complain when I mess up your hair,

When you do this to me, it feels as though you belong to me.

But you don’t. And you can never be mine.

Never.

When I want to get close to you,

You push me away.

I hate it,

Yet even though I can’t get close to you,

I still get attached to you.

And I can’t let go.

I always say ‘I love you’

And you don’t know that I always mean it,

It’s always true,

I only hope that you’d believe it one day.

There was no turning back from the moment you stepped into my life,

Because from the moment I saw you,

Inexplicably,

I fell for you.

I fell hard for you.

But the sad thing is,

You’ll never love me back.

And because of that,

Only I am acting like a fool.