A gentle touch, a kind act.

That’s all you need to do to brighten up my day.

“Key-goon, here’s a bag of cookies I got for you today.”

“Kibum-ah, wanna go shopping together?”

“Bummie-ah, want some tea?”

The way your fingers fleets over my arms,

The way you smile at me every morning,

The way you tousle my hair with your strong hands

When you do this to me, it feels as though I belong to you.

But I don’t. And I can never be yours.

Never.

When you get too close to me,

I push you away.

Not because I hate it,

But if I let you get too close to me,

I might get too attached.

Then I won’t be able to let go.

I hate it when you say ‘I love you.’

Because even though I know you don’t mean it,

That it will never be true,

I believed it every single time.

There was no turning back from the moment you stepped into my life,

Because from the moment I saw you,

Inexplicably,

I fell for you.

I fell hard for you.

But the sad thing is,

You’ll never love me back.

And because of that,

Only I am acting like a fool.