3 months later...

 I entered our house and was greeted by silence.

It seems my aunt is still at work.

Do you wonder why i live with my Aunt? My parent's are dead... And now i'm living with the only living relative I have - my mother's sister.

I felt my phone vibrate and when I looked it was Jiyong.

"I'm outside..." He answered as soon as he knew I picked his call.

"Fine come in...." I said. I was surprised when  He walked in and he placed a bouquet in my hands.

"For You... My Angel." I pouted.

"Stop with the cheesiness , can't you see its making my skin crawl..."  I answered and he just laughed.

"Come on... I know you love it..." He said and showed me this boyish smile I started to love seeing.

 " I would rather you give me money..." I answered with a grin and he laughed.

"Marry me and you'll have all the money you want..." I felt my smile slowly dropped and he saw it.

"Just kidding... About the marrying bit. But maybe someday... You believe me when i say I really do love you right?" He asked. 

And just like always - i didn't answer. And he didn't push the topic further.

I finally believe that he genuinely love me...

and i know a small part of me wants me to tell him that i love him too.

But everything is not as easy as it seems. I know me...

my limitations....

My choices....

my future...

I'm sick ....

Cancer....

And this time I won't be able to survive it.

------------

We thought we finally beat it 6 months ago. We celebrated and i get to have one of my wish granted - to go back to a regular school.

And then after my monthly chec