i place a soft kiss on her forehead as i saw her sleeping. i sigh myself.while my hand play her hair. but...i ended stop my hand. her lose hair on my hand.     #i think i want wait here. u can go home first.   "u need to fly back to Japan right at the dawn right? jaejjong clean her lose hair on her bed.    #how can i leave her like this? i saw at jaejoong hand full with her lose hair.      i sigh myself, starring on my fone. why i cant reach her? something happened? i bite my lip. today the end of promotion in JAPAN means i will be there.    more time with her, spend our precious time.   kring! kring! kring! kring!   i pick up as soon i see caller id.    #u okay? something happened? why i cant reach u? im asking with nervous. but what i hear just a weak laughing.   *im okay... heechul oppa is here.   i sigh relief when hear her answer. i feel guilty somehow, handling my girlfriend who sick to others arms. i wish i be there, with her   .#im going back, today. wait for me, please. my voice kind of begging to her. she just laugh with her weak voice.    #i will pick u up.stay with me? i starring my watch waiting for flight to go back to KOREA.    *i want be at home first.there a still have enough time to us.    i about to cry when hear she saying that. she broke the silent.    *i hang up. i will wait u.    as soon i hear a silent behind my phone, i sigh myself.      i drag myself weakly into my own home