after a while, a camp fire were set up. jaejoong wraped my body with a blanket make me feel warm.    #drink some. junhyung lift a cup for me.    "u dont eat anything today. heechul ask me while his mouth chewing something.   "how can mirae wanna eat, u just finish what u eat before give to her. jonhyun poiting to heechul.    "yaaaaaa. hongki as well.   "why i sudden invovled? hongki poiting himself.    i laugh a bit, they just laughing along..   *arghh! urghhhh! argghhhh. i cough even harder. junhyung rubbing my back while im holding my chest.    i cover my cough with tissues jaejoong give to me, i cough harder no sign to stop make me didnt catch my breath.    #breath slowly, please. mirae.    "drink it, jaejoong place a water into my mouth. make me cough harder. and split it away on my tissue. i stop cough.    i saw a tissues on my hand full of blood. junhyung wipe my mouth as i breath hard. i starring the sky.... i saw!   *can i make a wish now? all of them starring the same thing as me.    I WISH ALL THE PAIN THAT ALL OF U  BEEN THROUGH WITH ME FADED AWAY,REMIND ME AS PERSON THAT ONLY BRING A SMILE TO U GUYS.  I WISH ALL OF U WILL BE HAPPY UNTIL THE END.    i open my eyes weakly, tears start flowing away from my eyes. my breath become more weakly.   #mirae? junhyung wrapped his hand around me.    *thank u...all of u guys. sorry, if... i do..anyt..hing wrong.   i place my hand on junhyung wet face,