Hey
Dear One6/19/3021
Dear Tigger
Dear Hyung
Hyung
Hey.
I was pretty pissed at you. Your stupid letter was waiting for me when I got back from classes. Selfish bastard. You’re a real ing
I wish you would have told me, hyung. You’re probably right, saying I would have tried scheduling every second, wanting to squeeze the best out of every moment we had left together. We probably would have ended up fighting a lot, because you get pissed when I get “controlling” or whatever. I would have really hated spending our last few days
I hate fighting with you. It doesn’t change that you should have told me. I cried a lot, ya know? Just sat at the kitchen table and cried with that stupid letter in my hand. Have I ever told you that you write like an idiot? Cuz you do. With all those fancy words. It’s nothing like you. But that’s besides the point. The point is you’re a jerk and I cried a lot and then I blew my nose into your pillowcase. That’s what you get.
I don’t want to be in this apartment without you. It feels big and cold and lonely. I hate waking up without you. The worst feeling in the world is reaching out for someone that isn’t there. Your side of the bed is cold, baby, and my snot dried on your pillow because I don’t know how to use the damn washing machine. I don’t like it, Gukkie.
I’m going to hate this. Not being able to call out to you, even in written words. I’ll show you my school notes when you come back, they’re all littered with your name in the margins. Wipe that smug grin off your face, loser, I know you probably think of me ten times as much as I think of you. You do, right? Think of me a lot? You ing better. I wish you didn’t have to go, hyung. I wouldn’t mind the world burning down if you were with me.
I love you, even if you are a bastard.
-Your angel
- Just Me
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