Cover my eyes

Cover my ears

And what I told you…all lies…

I quitely looks at the one who is smiling in front of my eyes. I’m silent when you hugs me tightly in your arms, kisses fall on my eyes, my cheeks, my lip, hot touches, two bodies intertwine with each other. I look deeply into your eyes, too honest, too warm, too full of love …But…who are the one you give all of this, Ji Yong ? Your coldness, your cruel heart, maybe just I know about it, just I understand it…You whisper into my ears.

“ Do you love me, Seungri ?”

At where you can’t see my face, I smirk bitterly.

“ The one I love, never be you.”

In the dark night, I hear your laughter. I also laugh out loud. You like hearing those words, right ? You need to hear those words, right? You need them so you can continue playing your game, right? You’re very happy now, right, my beloved Ji Yong ?

It can be too

I’m losing you

In reality, sun…can never leave the sky…

I quitely look at you who is smiling brightly at your girls. Look at you who are enjoying where you belong. My eyes are so empty now, my eyes are so cold now, I feel I’m like an puppet now. You want to see my apperance like this ? I lift my wine’s glass, and bring it to your face, wish your happiness with another one. You smile and take the glass, your hand unknowningly touches my hand, you tell me: You and I, forever are good brothers. My hand shakes a little, but I know, you can’t notice. I tighten my hand into a fist, and smile brightly at you. Too happy, I’m too happy that I almost hear my heart’s broken in thousand pieces. Are you happy now, Ji Yong ?

Time never can stop

River would turn into sea