A bit messy cz had to re-write due to my saved story in AFF was *poof* gone -___-"

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Im Yoona, 3rd year student at Seoul National University. Briliant girl majoring in Chemist. Has been living with her dear cousin, Kim Taeyeon and her cousin's bestfriend Jessica Jung since she was in high school.

Has a crush on Jessica but she knows better that the later only regards her as a sister. She accepted the fact and chose to keep her feeling inside, doesnt want jessica to feel burdened by her feeling.

Knock knock

“Yoongie ah~”

Yoona’s ears perked up upon hearing the sweet voice, she kicked her blanket then headed to the door, not bothering to fix her bed hair.

1

Knock knock

2

“Are you still sleeping?”

3

“BOO” Yoona suddenly opened the door, scaring the hell out of jessica

“YAH! I told you to stop doing that!” jessica scowls  and walked into her room

She scanned the room “God, you room so messy”

Clothes and books were lying everywhere

“I like my messy room. Thank you” yoona picked a random bag of chip that lying on the floor and began to munch it

“But i don’t ” jessica shook her head and began to clean the room

Yoona watched her favorite unni cleaning the room and sighed inwardly ‘stop doing these unecessary things’

“Stop” yoona caught her wrist “i’ll clean it later. Do you need anything unnie?”

Jessica smiled “Yes, i’m going to have a date with Jae later so I need you to accompany me to barber shop now”

Yoona plopped herself back into bed “Can i not go? *coughcough* OMO! Am i sick??!!”

Jessica pouted “You’re a bad liar”

“Come on yoongie, i dont want to go alone” jessica whined and tugged on her sleeve

Yoona pulled up her blanket to cover herself “Nope”

“yoongie~ah”

“...”

“Fine” jessica couldn’t hide her disappointment “i thought i can spend time with you today since you’re always busy”

‘Yes, i am busy to move on from you’ yoona closed her eyes

She waited until jessica closed door

...

...

‘Ahh!! why cant i ignore you?’ she cursed

**

 

“yoong, how do i look?” jessica showed her new hair color, chestnut with bangs covered her dashing forehead. She looked exceptionally beautiful in yoong’s eyes

Yoona gave her two thumbs up and big smile

Jessica giggled and looked at the mirror, admiring herself her fabulous hair

“Why dont we eat at your favorit food stall?” she asked the younger girl who seems busy with her phone. She noticed that yoona always on her phone lately.

Getting no answer from yoona, jessica walked to her side and tip toed to look at the phone screen but since yoona held her phone high, she couldn’t see anything

“Who is that?”

Jessica’s curious voice gained yoona’s attention “Huh? Oh...just a friend of mine, asking me to hang out with her”

“Is it yuri?”

Yoona shook her head “A new friend”

“oh okay” jessica fixed yoona’s hair “Want to eat at your fave food stall?”

Yoona eyes lit up “Sure”

**

 

“Eat slowly yoong” jessica said while frowning

“Mm..sowwy” the later said and gulped her orange juice

“Where you planning to go with Jae?”

Jessica tapped her chin “i don’t know. We’re gonna celebrate our 6 monthsary”

‘so it has been 6 months’

“Do you think he is good for me?”

Yoona stared at her “Why are you asking me?”

“Because i want to hear your opinion yoong”

Yoona put down her spoon, she doesn’t feel hungry anymore ‘what if i say that he doesnt good for you?’

“He is...fine”

“Fine?”

Yoona shrugged and looked away

“I’m thinking to take our relationship to higher level. Maybe engagement first?”

“...”

“what do you think?”

Yoona ignored her and played with her phone

“Yah~i am asking” jessica demanded cutely

Yoona finally looked at her “If you’re happy then I’m happy”

“Okay, but...”

She forced a smile and stood up “Come on, we don’t want you late for your date”

**

 

“Where are you going yoong?” taeyeon asked her cousin

Yoona wore her denim jacket “Just somewhere. I’ll be back late so dont wait for me unnie”

“Eehh? I’m all alone now. Can i go with you?”

“Don’t you have a date with sunny unnie today?”

Taeyeon shook her head and then her phone rang

“yes, baby? Now? Oh okay” taeyeon grinned at yoona “see you sunbun, mmuach”

Yoona raised a brow

“Now, i’ve got a date” the older girl punched the air

“Great” yoona smiled

**

 

9:00 PM

The sound of music blasting loudly through the high quality sound system

Boys and girls were dancing wildly on the floor

Today was a special day since The Arrow will be the guest in the club

yoona stared at her martini “Jessica likes the arrow. I can’t understand why”

“They’re quite cool y’know. Anyway, she has a date today?” a girl with short black hair asked

Yoona nodded, she only came to club whenever jessica has a date with Jae. She needs something to distract her or else she will kill herself at home

“Guess what soo? She thinking about getting engaged with that man”

Yoona gulped down her 3rd drink in one shot “She’ll be married soon, have a child while i am here screwing my life”

Sooyoung tapped her shoulder “stop talking about her. We’re here to have some fun. Look at those y chick, waiting for us”

Yoona looked at her right ‘not as y as jessica but they’ll do’

“Lets have some fun tonight” yoona said before approaching the girls

**

 

“Is this for real?” jessica squealed “we’re going to watch the arrow?”

“Yes” jaejoong parked the car outside the club

“But...isn’t it a club?”

“Yes, they’ll be the guest here”

Jessica frowned

“Don’t worry sica. The owner is my friend besides i’m here with you”

“Fine then. I’ll make an exception today”

**

 

Jessica scrunched her nose in disgust as she watched a couple making out in the corner.

She was raised in a traditional family so clubbing is out of her dictionary eventhough she lives in seoul right now.

“When will they perform?” jessica asked loudly eventhough Jae was beside her

“At 11 PM. What do you want to drink?” Jae asked her

“Orange juice”

Jae looked at her surprised “Juice?”

“Oh come on. You’ve been dating me for 6 months now” jessica huffed

“Aah, i just want to try my luck” jae chuckled “one orange juice and ‘ on the beach’”

Jessica looked at him instantly, glaring.

“That the drink’s name. Its good though”

“Dont drink too much jae. You’ll drive me home later” one thing that jessica hates from jae, his lifestyle, he is a seoulite, clubbing and drinking are his favourites.

**

 

Yoona found herself dancing wildly with this girl

She was a great dancer, she made her feels so good.

The girl pulled her closer by her neck and connected their lips once again

Yoona kissed her roughly, imagining that the girl is jessica

She moved to the girl’ neck and it

“Mmhh” the girl moaned

Yoona mind started to get dizzy, must be the effect of the drink.

‘guess i wont come home tonight’ she thought ‘need to text yul to make an excuse for me’

Yoona continued to make out with the girl until the DJ lowered the music volume

“HOW’S EVERYBODY TONIGHT?”

Yoona groaned, she pulled the girl and  headed to a couch to continue their session

**

 

“PLEASE WELCOME. THE ARROW!”

Jessica cheered

“Jae, lets come nearer”

“Okayy”

They walked nearer the stage

Jessica was enjoying the performance until her eyes caught someone familiar

The face was a bit hidden by a girl who was stradling her, but jessica was very sure that the girl looked familiar, maybe one of her friend.

“Jae, i think i see my friend there”

“Where?”

“There” she pointed to her friend

“Huh?” jae looked confused “Isn’t that yoona?”

“Who ??”

“Yoona, your housemate”

jessica narrowed her eyes and she was left speechless

The other girl who was straddling her 'friend' earlier moved her head to right, giving a view of yoona who was her companion's neck

Jessica’s breath hitched

She couldn’t believe on what she saw,... yoona, her yoona, her innocent baby or so she thought was making out with a woman.

“Wait here, Jae”

“Ah but...”

Jessica walked to the oblivious couple and then pushed the girl from yoona’s lap

“What the...” yoona was shocked

And then she was frozen

“Yah, b*tch” the girl pushed jessica’ shoulder “whats your problem” the girl didnt even bother to button up her shirt

But jessica ignored her, she only looked at the young Im

“Explain” she demanded

“Yoon baby, who is she?” the girl also demanded an answer

Jessica glared at the girl ‘baby??’

Yoona looked at the girl and then jessica and then...jae who was walking to them

“Your fiancee is looking for you”

Yoona grabbed the girl’s hand and walked away

“Yah, im yoona!”

"...."

“YOONA!”

“WHAT DO YOU WANT?” she shouted back to Jessica, her mind was completely screwed

Jessica was shocked, because yoona has always been a polite girl. Never shout at her eldest.

“Yoona. Wow.” jae looked amused at yoona’s y attire, never thought that yoona was a club maniac, maybe they can hang out together someday?

Yoona brushed her wavy brown hair “Look, i’m kind of busy now. If you want to talk. We’ll talk later”

“No” jessica gritted her teeth “You come home with me NOW”

Yoona head was throbbing ‘God bless’

“Yoon baby...lets go” the girl whined “lets have s*x”

“You shameless human being!” Jessica pushed the girl harshly, making the latter fell on the floor, first

“Ouchh” the girl growled “Crazy b*tch! I’m so done here!”

The girl got up and walked away

“Hyuna...baby” yoona called her

But the girl ignored her plea

“Why did you push her?!” she turned around and shouted at jessica

“Why did i?!”jessica shouted back “ask yourself!”

“since when did you come to this place?? You were a good girl yoona, what happened to my baby girl?!”

Yoona looked at her in anger “I’m not your baby, remember that”

Jessica was hurt by yoona’s words “I’m really dissapointed with you yoong”

“Good” yoona muttered loudly

“Now be a good girl like you always be and go away from my sight”

...

Slap

...

...

"How could you ??!" Jessica already in tears before running, out from the club

Jae gave a ‘oh you are so done’ look at yoona then went out to follow jessica

Yoona looked blankly at the dance floor, her mind was in a mess, well her heart too. 

"I'm totally screwed" she muttered to herself

***TBC***

 

Merry Christmas :]

Stay tune for I Love Her part 2

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