Outside I didn’t look hungry at all, but inside, I was dying of hunger. Same days had went like this, only getting a slice of bread everyday. This was like a tough diet. My stomach rumbled constantly as I began practising the piano just like yesterday. As I looked outside of the window, it was raining. Raindrops slid down the roses just like tears. It was beautiful but uncomfortable, which made me think of my hard and tough childhood. How would appa and eomma react if they suddenly saw me? I would probably hug them, crying. I smiled, looking at the gorgeous, red roses waving. My ahjussis weren’t here, which meant, it was just me and Dongmin. He was preparing something else, so I had the room for myself. I would lay down to relax, but my body wouldn’t move away from the piano. I was sticked to the lovely melody. It felt nice, having such a comfortable feeling once in awhile. I hadn’t felt good in many years. My stomach tickled as I had a weird feeling today. This wasn’t just a usual feeling, I was sure something would happen. Not just like every other day repeating the same. I was at least feeling happy today. “Xiumin-ah?” Dongmin slowly opened the door, “Are you practising?” He asked. I nodded. He came closer and gave me another piano sheet. I looked weirdly at him as he said “Chinae-ssi told me to give it to you. It’s for tomorrow”. I shrugged, taking it out of his hands. “Arasso?” He then said. I quietly continued playing without accepting what he had told me. We had n