Remember the first time we met each other,

both of us was so awkward and shy.

Remember the first time you confess your love infront me,

you look very sincere and I can see the desire of love burning behind your pair of hazel eyes.

Remember the first time you call me late in the night,

your deep husky voice make my heart beat so fast and I can't sleep well that night.

Remember the first time we celebrate your birthday in my house,

I bake cheese cake for you and you look very happy that time.

Remember the first time you fight with another guy for me,

you look really mad and punch that retard just to save me.

BUT DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME YOU HIT ME,

you push me until I fell down from the stairs,

you punch my face until it swollen and bleeding,

you slap me harshly in front of your friend just to show them how strong you're,

you kick me out from our house when I found out that you're cheating,

AND YOU DIDIN'T REALISE,

that's when you're out of your mind and become someone else,

you're not the same person like the first time I met you,

you say that you love me but you keep abusing me,

you say that you're sorry for abuse me but yet you still keep doing it.

And I don't know why I'm still with you,

why I'm still lay down beside you,

why I'm still cook a good dishes for you,

why I'm still thinking of you,

why I'm still crying every night for you,

but most of all why I'm still in love with you

That's why people say that love is blind,

I'm still madly inlove with you eventhough you keep treating me like ,

I'm still madly inlove with you eventhough my heart torn into pieces

after you hit, push, punch, slap and kick me,

I'm still madly inlve with you eventhough I know you're cheating on me.

I JUST HOPE ONE DAY YOU'LL CHANGE,

I hope one day you will become the old you again,

I hope one day you will treating me like princess again,

I hope one day you will kiss me softly again,

I hope one day you will love me again.

BUT HOPE ONLY A HOPE,

you didin't change and I'm so sad.

You say you'll leave me because you already hate and sick with me,

I cry and begging you don't go,

but you didin't care and you just walked out the door.

and here I'm standing infront of my mirror,

looking at my reflection,

once my face so beautiful but now it full with bruise,

once my body was so y but now it full with scracth,

once my life was so wonderfull but now it feel empty.

I take out the knife from drawer and slowly cutting my wrist,

many blood flow out but I just stare at it,

it hurting me but not  the same as you hurting my heart,

I feel little dizzy and fall down to the floor, 

all our's good memories flashback to my mind and I'm crying,

all our's bad memories flashback to my mind and I'm smilling,

I LOVE YOU no matter what you've done to me,

I'm happy that I know you eventhough now you're leaving me,

I'm happy that I can be part of you eventhough now I'll become your MEMORIES.

TO BE CONTINUED....