Lee Dasom's POV

Diary entry

Dear diary, always everyone is just staring at me so much, but I just don't see why, I'm just a girl. I know I don't laugh, or smile, or anything but that doesn't mean I'm any different, I'm still a human being. The only thing I wish for it that my family will just start getting better like my parents who keep arguing about stupid things and sometimes blame me for everything that I've never done in my life. Then my brothers....I honestly don't know what to say about them, they're just a bunch of weird and hormonal boys who always try to touch me, if it wasn't for my cold looking face, who knows what would have happened to me when I was younger, or now. All I know is that I'm not a since it was taken from me, but that something I don't like talking about..Then of course there's school who hates me so much, by making me a target because of my cold looking face, body, then of course I'm the third smartest so people think they can take advantage of me. I know I go through a bad case of bullying but I don't like talking about it since I never thought of it as important, even though people punch, kick, or try to touch me, it never leaves a bruise or scar anywhere on my body.

Morning

As I hear my alarm go off I quickly get up before anyone gets up because of my stupid alarm. "Hm, weird, I see no one." I say then walk straight into the bathroom and get ready for the day and gently wash my face as the last thing to do.

"Hurry get out! I need to take a piss!" My brother says as he knocks on the door really loud so I dry off my face then walk out and lay down on my bed, reading a book about suicidal teens and how they the over come everything, but still have a huge scar in their heart.

"Wow that must be really sad." I say then gets up and look at the time and quickly put on my jacket and backpack then start walking out the house.

"Hm...I wonder what will happen today?" I think to myself then look around but all I see is one of my brothers pushing me down then they run to school.

"Urgh those idiot." I say to myself as I get up then start walking to school again then sigh as I see everyone around me singing, smile or just laughing with there friends. For me, there are people who say they're my friends but I just don't know if they actually are so, I just actually don't really care.

"Oh hey Dasom! Wanna go to the fair with me and our friends?" A guy I know asks me while I'm just walking so I turn towards him as he shyly smiles at me, like if I'm someone he doesn't know which is weird. Another that was more odd is 'our' friends are just people that are around me for some reason but we never talk unless we work on something together.

"Um, why?" I ask then look at him with a straight face then I see I sweat drop from his forehead so I just walk to my locker.

"No wait! Um just so we all can have fun together, just please!" He says while following me to my locker so I just turn towards him.

"Fine, I'll go." I turn towards my locker then get everything I need then start heading to class. 'Seriously, that boy acts like if he likes me.' I say then sit down on my seat until a boy walks over to me.

"Hey beautiful, hows everything going?" He says with a weird tone in his voice almost trying to seduce me but I just glare at him.

"Don't call me beautiful and leave me alone unless you want a punch in the face." He smirks then leans closer to my face then slaps my thigh which cause me to elbow him the stomach until my teacher comes in the class.

"See ya later~" He says before walking towards his seat so I just sit back and look around the classroom.

'This is the reason I hate guys so much, they never leave me alone.' I think to myself then sigh and look up at the board while my teacher writes down our lesson.

"Okay tomorrow we will work on a project and get your partners tomorrow." Says my teacher then most people turn towards me, either to copy, or to hit on me which only makes me hate them.

"Okay well for now take out your books and start reading pages 1-10 then answers these questions on this paper that I'm gonna hand out to everyone of you." My teacher says then gives us the paper before walking to her desk to work on her many paper work which I thought was a lot so I always tried my best to not let anyone bother her.

'Okay this is easy so I'll probably be finished in just a few minutes' I think to myself as I make it halfway through the assignment then look around see almost everyone working except for that idiot who kept staring at me.

'Aish this idiot' I think to myself then finish my work and turn around to help the others who need help until I see that idiot walk towards me