2 days of your Regret...

I wake up from a rustling noise beside my bed.

"I should've known, I'm sorry" Jongin? What time is it? He should be at work.

I slowly open my eyes, even if I know the rays of sun wouldn't blind me. I don't want to open my curtain. I don't want to be jealous of the people I see--couples having the time of their lives.

"Kai?" I said groggily

"Oh god Soo" I can hear the relief, pain, sorrow in his voice.

He hug me. He hug me for the first time in two months. I want to remove his arms on me, but I don't have the energy to. I don't want to feel the love again from him not when i'm accepting the fact that he'll leave me, i'll leave him, but what hurts me the most is that i'm trying to erase the feelings so that i will not be hurt when my time comes.

"Kai what happened?" I attempted to move out from his embrace, yet, I failed

When he let go of me, I saw the familiar envelope that i'm trying to hide from him. I widen my eyes, he shouldn't know my state. NO!

"Soo, when?" he asked quietly

He look up at me. All I can see is sadness in his eyes.

"when?" he asked again

I avoided his gaze.

"Why are you here? Don't you have work? You should get going. Your late al--"

"DO KYUNGSOO!" he yelled cutting me mid-sentence

"Sigh, why do you want to know?" I asked him. It's early in the morning, I don't have energy to fight.

"Soo" he raked his hair with his hands looking so frustrated

I closed my eyes, heaving a steady breath.

"Two months ago" I said

"That's why I cannot move my arms and legs..." I continued

"are you done? You may go now" I don't want to see him now

"It says here you should have therapy, for your leg and arm muscle" he read the paper ignoring my question

"I don't have money"

"You have"

"That's yours Kai"

 "It's ours" Sigh, I cannot deal with him about this

"I don't have company"

"You could've asked me Soo"

"you're busy"

"I have time with you"

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