~Changmin~

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THe next day Junsu Hyung was really awkward. When I was sitting and eating breakfast with Yunho hyung he entered and was himself. He was hyper and happy

"MOOOORNING!!!!!!!" Junsu squiled

"Omo~~ There are people who's still sleeping!" Yunho laughed

"Not anymore" Yoochun groaned at the doorway

Junsu laughed

"What's for breakfast?"

"Toast, eggs.. whatever you want" JAeJoong said and put down the bowl with scrambled eggs

"It's almost christmas!!" I smiled

"Nae~~!! I have to and get some christmas presents today!" Junsu sighed

"Haha.. I'm already finished and so is JaeJoong hyung" I said

"Me too" Yunho smiled

Junsu looked at Yoochun

"Not me.. I still have one left" Yoochun said

Everyone sat down and started to eat

"You all are going to celebrate with your family right?" I said

Everyone nodded

"And we're gonna celebrate like we used to do? the 26th right?" Yoochun said

Everyone nodded

"Araso~~"

"Hey.. I forgot.. what did you get for Eunmi?" Yoochun said and looked at me

I noticed something strange in the air and it was Junsu. He suddenly became silent and looked down in his bowl and ate

"Hyung? Gwenchana?" I asked

Junsu nodded

"Nae~~ Why wouldn't I?" He smiled

I tilted my head to the side

"I can't tell you. It's a secret"

"But.." Yoochun and Yunho said

"I'll let you know on the 26th" I said

THey all groaned

Suddenly Junsu stood up and put his bowl into the zink. This was the first time ever that he had finished his breakfast before anyone else

"I'll be right back" He said and hurried to his bedroom

When he had left the room we all looked at each other

"Strange.." JAeJoong mumbled

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~Eunmi~

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*Ring Ring Ring

"Yoboseyo?"

"Eunmi? It's Junsu Oppa.."

"Oh.. Oppa.. Gwenchana?" I asked

"I'm suppose to ask you that.. How are you feeling? Better?"

"Nae~ I'm actually preparing myself to go to my collegeroom"

"Bwoh? Wae?"

"Cause Changmin textmessaged me and he said that he wanted to meet me 11 pm tonight at the park, at the fountain.." I said

"Are you feeling better then?"

"Yes I am.. Oppa, it's alright.. besides, I got some pills so I'm feeling better.. I rested the whole night. Did you rest?" I asked

"Nae~~"

"Araso~~"

"Eunmi ah~~"

"Yeh~~"

"Are you going to tell Changmin?"

Silence took over as I quieten. It was already hard now since my parents knew the truth.. But Changmin, this was going to be so much harder..

"I haven't.. thought about it yet.." I mumbled

"You know that he has the right to know right?"

I sighed

"YEs.. I know that.. but it's just so hard.. I could.. hardly tell my parents yesterday.. and.. it's.." I stuttered

"I understand.. But Oppa's here for you araso? Please take care of yourself and don't stress yourself out.." Junsu said

I couldn't help but feel a bit touched due to his concern about me

"Thank You.. for everything"

"I'll see you later" He chuckled and hung up

I put down the phone and sighed

I did look forward to meet Changmin tonight. Actually, that was the only thing I was happy about. We were going to celebrate christmas with our families so I guess he wanted to something before we were parted.

But.. just to know that I have to tell him. My biggest secret.. was just too much. It's christmas right?

I started to feel emotional as always whenever I thought about him which made it even more difficult for me to talk about it. Even more, pushing it further away and I wanted to avoid it..

Christmas is about happiness, smiles and just.. to be with your family and friends..

I'm going to do that. Just for this Christmas.

I stood up and walked downstairs and sat down where mom was sitting

"Hey Ommo-ni.."

She looked up

"Hi Sweetheart.. Hungry?" She said

I shook my head

Mom smiled at me

"Gwenchana?"

I nodded slowly

"Don't lie to me . Even If I was blind I would still be able to see that there is something heavy on your shoulders . What's wrong honey?"

I looked up with tears in my eyes

"How am I suppose to tell Changmin?" I choked

Mom quieten

"How am I suppose to tell Changmin Mom?" I choked again as the tear fell down

Mom took me in her embrace and hugged me tightly

"In one way or another, you just.. have to be honest" Mom said quietly

I stayed in mom's arm's for awhile and soon she let me go and wiped away the tears for me

"How is..he? As your boyfriend?" Mom asked

I chuckled

"He's so.. gentle.."

"Yes I noticed that on the party. Very well mannered, and full of happiness. Very handsome aswell. he's been a hot topic among us ahjummas.." Mom laughed

I laughed as well

"But he seems to only have eyes for you my dear" Mom teased

"Chincha?" I asked

She nodded

"I've never seen anyone look at you like that like he does.. Even dad didn't look at me like that" Mom said as she rolled her eyes

I laughed

"Oh.. Chincha?"

"How did you two meet?" Mom asked

I shrugged

"When I first entered the school, I kind of bumped into him, making him drop his food and he had no food for lunch. He was really cold towards me that day and other days as well. But since I was feeling guilty about the food accident, I made him some food and his friends apologized in his stake which was a bit awkward. I became friends with them and then.. we ended up in the same class. In our pyschology class there was this project that we were going to start and we were suppose to pair us 2 and 2. So I ended up with Changmin since.. well it's a long story. But it brought us here.." I smiled

Mom chuckled

"I'm sure you're not regretting any of it are you?"

I shook my head

"I think.. Changmin is the best thing that has ever happened to me so far.. and his friends too" I said

Mom looked at me for a minute

"How about you invite them for new year?" Mom asked

"New year?"

Mom nodded

"We're throwing a big party at aunt's house and I think the ahjummas will be very happy if some young and fresh men attended"

"MOM!!!!!" I shouted and hit her on the arm

Mom chuckled

"Just kidding. But it's going to be fun. If they don't have anything set up for that night, invite them" Mom said

I sighed

"you're the greatest mother you know that right?" I said and took her hand

I know that she was trying to make me think of other stuff, trying to be strong in front of me. I knew it wasn't easy for her as well but she was trying hard.

"I'm glad that I have you and dad mom" I said

Mom smiled at me

"No.. we're blessed with a child who has a big heart" Mom said and kissed me on my cheek