I forgot to make this chapter readable >< sorry…

So.. here's a double update :3 {they are really short though} 

"Did he lock himself again?" I asked Minseok, staring at his closed door.

Minseok nodded, sighing he walked to the kitchen, sitting down beside Luhan who was eating a whole bowl of sugar-coated gummies while ignoring the world.

I turned to look at Yixing, he also choose to ignore everything around him, he hadn’t moved from the sofa the whole day, staring blankly at the TV with his earphones in his ears.

I walked to his door, carefully knocking on it, "Yah Tao-ah~" I softly call him. He ignores me, obviously not wanting to see anyone anytime soon. It’s a good thing that they let the China line (including Minseok and I) finish early today, despite our obvious need in more practice before the upcoming concert we need some time to ourselves.

But when it came to him… I don’t want him to be alone anymore, he has been closing himself in his room or in the bathroom, crying his eyes out without letting anyone see.

"I just can't get why... Why didn't he tell me..." He tried to clean his face from the tears but they just kept on falling

"Did he think I won't be there to support him? He didn't... He didn't trust me enough!"

I moved towards my makna but he just pushed me away, now getting angry "That selfish bastard!"

I don’t know what to do. I want to be there for him but what do you say to someone who's feeling like a guy that he considered a brother for three years betrayed him?

We understand his difficulties, of course we do. But seeing Tao like this… I can't stop myself from being angry at him. it's not like we were ever the closest two people in the world and maybe if he would have told us SM would have been even angrier and it might have changed our plans and schedules. But Tao?

Tao saw him like a true brother, they helped each other with everything, they were each other's only family in Korea, if he would have asked there is no doubt in my mind that Tao wouldn’t have said a word to anyone. So why didn’t he tell him?

I opened the door with force and saw him lying on the bed; he probably got tired from crying and fell asleep. I walked to him and put a blanket on his body, lying next to him I promise myself I would do everything I can to help him, to give him the support he needs.