I wonder, what are you doing at this night.
I wonder who you are with right now.
I wonder, do you still remember about me.
I wonder, why this has to be happen when I love you so much.
But, all happens because of me. My stupidness.
“I’m sorry, Chorong. I feel regret.” That’s what I want to tell you but I can’t.

Seeing you smiling and it’s not coming from me.
Seeing you laughing and it’s not coming from me.
Seeing your hand being hold and I is not the one got to hold it again.
Seeing your lips being touched, and it’s not from my lips.

It’s hurting. I admit, it’s hurt my heart.
As much as I want you, it’s better to see you happy like this and smile like this.
Be happy, Chorong. I will not appear in front of you anymore.