Chapter 24

(Sunmi's POV)

I woke up this morning not in the best mood...and the reason..

The Reason being Taeyang

I looked up over at the clock and it was already 11:30am..Aisssshhhh
As I got out of bed, I angrily tossed the covers off and stormed
into the bathroom to get dressed

"Morning Sunmi" Sunye said coming from the kitchen
She stayed over cause she didnt feel like driving home.... <_<
I just rolled my eyes and took an apple from the fruit bowl and flopped onto the couch
With annyonance I bit into the fruit "Sunmi are you ok?" she said look at me with concern

"I'M FINE" I yelled and took another bite from the apple

"OH WOW...someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed" Sunye said scarasticly
but I could see that she was confused with my behaviour.
"Um did you and Seungri have a fight?!" she asked cautiously

"NO" I bit the apple again and frowned

"Ok Im just gonna say 'mood swing"
her hands up in defeat and retreated back into kitchen

.....Bzzzz..Bzzzz.....Bzzz

It was my cell phone alarm
Reminding me of today's impending punishment

"Arrgggh" I yelled and moaned as i got up from the couch
I took a jacket from the closet it was gonna be cool today...
which shouldnt matter cause Im so heated right now

"Sunmi where are you going?!" Sunye asked from the kitchen

"Im going for a walk...and Im gonna see Sohee so dont worry about me...I'll be fine"
I said walking out the door not waiting for an answer

I walked towards my destination..... which was a little cafe hidden from the world
thank god cause I dont want anyone to see me with HIM  


*Flashback*

"Sunmi ah we need to talk...." he asked demanding

"Where is Sohee and why are you using her phone?" I said annonyed

"She's sleeping....her Dad had a heart attack..."

"Are you serious is she ok?..is he ok?....when did this happen?" I rambled

"Yeah he is fine..Sohee's mom is there with him now" he said

"Wow her mom's back" I said shocked at the news

"Yep"

WAIT

What the hell am I doing?
Why am I convering with HIM like wer're friends?

I decided to fix that
"YAH! Why are you calling my phone at this hour" I went back to "normal"

"Well you dont pick up my calls..."

Which is true.........

"And Like I said we need to talk...and I want you to listen"

"Well I dont wan..."

"Well I dont care" He cut me off  "Its not fair Sunmi..Its not fair you can sit there
and act childish getting your way and doing as you please and While I just sit in the back
go along with what you say...Despite my feelings." he paused "I want you to at least
hear me out....This is not only your problem this is mine as well...and I should have a say..."
he said demanding into the phone

I stayed quiet for a moment....I mean he does have a point

"Hello...Sunmi?"

"Fine..." I said bitterly into the phone "when, what time and what place?" I said
wanting to pound my head into the wall

"Tomorrow around noon...are you at your mother's"

"Yeah....there is a cafe on the back street called Lil' Cup of Heaven...

"Why there?"

"Cause its hidden and I dont want anyone seeing me with you.." I growled

"See everything your way..whatever I'll meet you there" he said
letting out a agarvatied sigh

"Whatever" I said hanging up the phone

*Flashback end*

I sat in the cafe waiting nervously
I constantly scanned the place with my eyes, making sure  
no one I knew was in here...and good thing there wasnt

I waited a good 10mins before he came strolling in
it didnt take him long to see me and walked towards my table
I mean with this big belly who could miss me

"Um sorry there was traffic..." he asked me how I was
as he took his sit from across from me

"I'm fine" I said coldly  

It was quiet...Until the waiter came over asking us if we wanted anything..
of course I ordered Im eating for two here

(Taeyang's POV)

I got to the cafe a little late..it was hard to find this place
and she looked pissed and annonyed as usual
it was quite and for a while we just ate our lunches in silence

"Sooo How is Sohee doing I didnt get a chance to call her" she asked

"Oh Um she's doing ok...her dad is doing better" I gave a light smirk

the waitress came over to clean our table
"Oh I didnt notice you were pregnant" she smiled at Sunmi "How far along are you?"

"Oh um almost 6 months next week" Sunmmi gave a little smile
"Wow are you two excited?"

Sunmi smiled became faint and she gave a nod
With a smile I took Sunmi's hand in mine "Yeah we are excited"  
"awww what are you having?" I looked over at Sunmi
who was still shocked that Im holding her hand I just smiled and told her it was a girl

"I hope she'll be as beautiful as her mother" I said glancing over at Sunmi
who head was down...

"Well you two are a cute couple Im sure your baby will be gouregous"
the waitress said leaving the table

"Thanks" i told her

Sunmi quickly snatched her hand away and didnt say anything

For a moment, she didnt say anything "Sunmi are you ok?" I asked her

"Why is it like this?" she whispered

"What?" I asked her I could barely hear her

"Why is it like this" she said louder "Im not suppose to be sitting here with you,
I shouldnt even be pregnant with your baby, none of this should be happening.."
my mind went blank when she said that cause it cuase she's right
this shouldnt be happening..not this way

"Sunmi I.." I  tried to speak..but nothing else would come out

"No.." she pointed her finger at me "How can you sit here and act like nothing is wrong?"
She sighed " .....I cant stand the fact that Im pregnant by you and your dating Sohee
..My Best Friend..." Her voice began to rise "Do you know how hard its to lie to everyones face?
..Do you know how hard it is to keep this up?"

"You dont think i know how hard its" I raised my voice at her
"I've been struggling since the day I met you Sunmi...Look If you didnt know Sohee
everything would be fine and I could breath a little more...but then things dont always
work out they we want them to, now do they ?"

Sunmi was quiet...she wasnt even looking at me now..I'm sure she heard every word
 
"Ive tried my hardest to keep away from you and give you your space but fate keeps bringing us together..This secret hits me harder than anyone one else..Do you know that?" my anger was starting to show" It hurts cause Im that little girl's father and I cant express my worries, joys, or excitement about it...You know, I was upset when I heard Seungri was posing as the father..
You.." I pointed to her "..didnt even consider my opinion or how I would feel...I felt like nothing..
Sunmi you made me feel like this smalI" I gestured with my fingers " After I found out about that
I was thinking about taking custody.."

"What do you mean custody...you're gonna try to take her from me?" she finally looked up
running her hands through her hair about to cry

"I thought about it..actually i thought about a lot of things..But I could never do that to you.
Especially, after all you and your family have been doing to prepare for the baby
I wouldnt feel great doing anything like that..And Im sorry for thinking that way..."

"So what are you trying to say?" she looked at me with tear filled eyes

I got quiet..I reached in my left pocket to pull out my wallet and took out the sanogram picture
and looked at Sunmi....she let out a little gasp of air when she realized what it was

"I just want to let you know that I think you are going to be a wonderful mother
your heart is pure..even though we dont get along I know your a guienwine person..
despite everything.."

I gazed at the sonogram, I felt myself longing for something
I always dreamed of...but I want her to be happy

"Sunmi... I thought about raising our kid together" I smiled at the thought "And I thought about reading her bed time stories, taking her to school on her first day, even when she started to date I thought about how i would make that boy piss his pants if he tried anything funny"
I laughed at the tought

I looked over to Sunmi and she was now crying  and I could feel the tears in my eyes too

I took a deep breath, but my voice was shakey
" Sunmi I care about you and our child more than you think...
and so I came to the decision...I..I want you to be happy with...
Seungri and raise our daughter with him..as his child...So Im letting go..."
a single tear fall from my eye when I looked at the sonogram

I looked at Sunmi from across the table she was looking everywhere but me
as she stubbornly wiped her tears away

With a sniff she spoke finally looking at me
"Well I guess thats all then, from now on I'll continue to see you as Sohee's Boyfriend
and you well see me as Sohee's friend and nothing more araso"  

I gave a light nod "Yeah"

"Good" she said getting up from the table

"Wait" I said grabbing her hand and stopped her
she just looked to our hands and then to me

"What" she said pulling her hand away carefully

"Um here I dont think its right for me to have it anymore" I said handing her the sonogram
she looked dazed when I handed it to her  

"Oh" she said taking it gently and gazing at the picture
I got up to leave but she grabbed my handed stopping me
"Keep it..I mean you did get it from Sohee.." she said
placing the sonogram back in my hand

I smiled a little "Oh yeah I did" I said taking the picture back glady
we stood there for a good 5 mins before we finally decide to leave
I was shocked she let me walk her out of the cafe
"Well Sunmi keep safe and be healthy araso" I told her with a little smiling

She gave a little nod and said "I will" and with that she walked away    

I waited until I couldnt see her anymore before I got in my truck and drove off


(Sunmi's POV)

The minute I opened the door to the house I rushed up to my room
I closed the door and locked it..Curling up into a ball and I sobbed my heart out

"Why am I crying so hard over this? Isnt this what I want?...
I want him to be out of my life..but after hearing what he just said
and giving up...I feel so selfish..." I cried to myself

...Knock..knock...

"Yah Sunmi ah..you ok?" Sunye knocked on the door
I thought she left by now

"Ney Unnie Im just tired and wanna be alone"

"well you didnt have to lock the door geez my crap is in there" she said annoyed

"Crap " I said quickly wiping my tears away and getting up to open the door
and when I opened the door there she was smiling smugly with her arms folded

"Thank you" she rolled her eyes as she walked in

I hurried back into bed so she wouldnt see my soggy face
"When are you leaving?" I asked

"Um.." she said scratching her head "..when I feel like it" she glared
"why are you rushing your big sis away...I miss you..dont you miss me?" she pouted
I pulled the cover over my head and she gasped "Yah! you dont miss me?..."

"aigoo Unnie please not right now" I mumbled from under the sheets

"why not now?" she tugged on the cover

"cause Im tired"

"YAH NAM SUNMI IF YOU DONT SAY YOU MISS ME RIGHT NOW....I'll make you"
she said the last part creepy low voice but i wasnt scared

"make me" I popped out of the covers a glared at her
right when I did that she attacked me and tickled me

"say it"

"No" I laughed

"SAY IT!!" she said tickling me everywhere

"Hey this is abuse to a pregnant person"

"So say you miss me" proceeded with her torture

"Peanut does not like all this extra moving" I squealed through my laughter

"Peanut are you listening" she said talking to my stomach now
"Auntie is sorry for the extra movement but your Mommy is stubborn" she said tickling me more

"Ok OK ok.." I said as she finally let stop "I miss you Unnie" i said tired

"good" she said hugging me "now...WOO" she let out a big breath "why were you crying?"

my I eyes bugged out my head..how did she know I was crying
"How did.."  she cut me off

"I was coming out of the bathroom when I heard you sniffing and running up the stairs"  

"*sighs* Ive just had alot on my mind and I let it get the best of me thats all" I told her

"whats been bothering you...and I want the truth" she said sitting up on my bed

I sat up slowly and looked at her then looked down

"well" she looked on

I decide to tell her truthfully " Well I didnt go for a walk and I didnt see Sohee to today..
I had a meeting today..." I paused cause I know she is gonna flip

"A meeting with who?" she raised an eyebrow

I bit the bottom of my lip "I meet with the baby's father"

"Whoa what..well what happen? where is he now?" she frowned

"Well I dont know where he is now.." I lied

"What the hell you mean you dont know?...Well what the hell did he say Sunmi?"

"Well he didnt want to be a father..which is what I excepted
and told me to not bother him..."

"What!..Who is this Sunmi.."

"Unnie its fine I told him I didn't need him anymore and that
he didn't have to worry about anything" I continued to lie

"Thats right cause you got Seungri..." she hugged me "You dont need that
good for nothing dead beat fail of an excuse for a human being raising our little peanut"

a tear dropped from my eye cause none of that was true
and I felt so bad for lying to her about Taeyang
actually I felt horrible

"yah Sunmi ah dont cry" she said pulling away and wiping my tears
"you have a family and a boyfriend who loves you and that baby
till the end of the world..araso"

"*sniff* Araso Unnie" I said wiping the rest of my tears away

“SUNMI AH…” someone yelled from downstairs
I jumped at the call of my name

“What the hell!...I'll be back” Sunye went to see who it was
“YAH LEE SEUNGRI..WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU”
She yelled at him then it went quiet…really quiet

OMO! Did she kill him.....

then I heaard footsteps coming towards my door
“Sunmi ah..” Sunye stood at the door waving me to her

“What..O_O..whats wrong” I asked

“Just go down and see Seungri” she motioned her head out the door

I walked downstairs and it was quiet
“Seungri…”

before I can say anymore a pair of hands covered my eyes and whispered
“Its me I got a surprise..” it was Seungri and he lead me into the dining room

When he removed his hands from my eyes I saw the table lit by candle light  
In the middle of the table there was a teddy bear holding a box of chocolate
And a letter with my name on it…
I looked back at Seungri who stood with a smile on his face
He motioned me to read the letter

I cried of course because it was the sweetest thing I’ve read
But I also cried because I forgot what today was

On the envelope it read

…Sunmi ah..

~Hey my little mi,
I know this letter might be a little short and you know how I feel about you
I love you like the air I breath..When I wake up in the morning I smile
Because you’re the first thing that crosses my mind..to your sweet adorkable ways
To Your cute little pouts..theres no reason why I shouldn’t love you the way I do
I want to be the best boyfriend, friend, father and maybe husband
that you and peanut can love with all your heart.
You are honestly My First Love and My Only Love

Happy Valentine’s Day!
Love Always,
Seungri <3

P.S.
Will You Marry Me?

I turned around to Seungri who I found kneeled down with a little box in his hand
"Seungri.."I whispered through my tears

"Sunmi ah this will you take this ring as a promise from my heart
that I Lee Seungri will always Love you Nam Sunmi" he spoke with all his heart

I couldnt speak at all cause i was speechless...
I just nodded and he slid the ring on my finger and smiled
he got up and hugged me tight  

I held on to him and cried like a baby but these cries turned into sobbs
everything that has happen up until this moment right now
seem to just disappear with each tear that fell  
I feel like I can breath again..for a little while at least
It was refreshing

"Happy Valentine's Day Seungri..." I finally whispered to him after i stopped crying
"Sorry I didnt get you anything.."

"Pssh didnt have too...all I want and need is right here" he said kissing me sweetly
"I love you....and I love you too peanut can you hear me"
he knealt down to my belly and kissed it