Like the promise made by my dream Taehyung and I became really close we are inseparable. We do things together, we spend Christmas, new year and our birthdays together, it feels amazing when I'm with him and I'm afraid of loosing him like the way I've lost my parents. I'm scared to death to sleep and dream about him, dream about an accident again with him involve, I'll go crazy if that happens. I don't want another person close to my heart be separated with me.
He's a friend. A very close one

Through the past few months I've dreamt a lot. I dreamt of another new student a girl, a hot one - never happened then I dreamt of passing my math exam , guess what I failed but I always keep on dreaming Taehyung playing with my hair and I laugh at him, his eyes and my eyes were sparkling .... what could it mean?

The only dream I've dreamt that became true is that there would be a massive rainfall and there would be no classes. I'm really confused

Another normal day in school, while waiting for our chemistry teacher to come as always and always will, me and Taehyung are chatting happily
"I keep on having this weird dream" Taehyung says while playing with my hair "Oh, your hair is extra soft today"
"I experimented, tried using a girl's shampoo today"
"Oh, so that is why I smell strawberry, you girly little sheeze"
"Ugh, so what about the dream?" I said while I roll my eyes, you're the girly little sheeze.

"He rested his head on my shoulders and started with the story about his dream "We were in a dark forest and the moon was the only light, there was a shadow trying to separate me from you ... it ended there" Taehyung sighed

It feels like my blood was drained and my head hurts like hell I brushed everything off and look at him in the eyes , smiled at him "Well dreams are dream they don't come true, we'll be friends forever, right" on my part that is so untrue

"Yeah friends." He said and look away.

I pinched his cheek and he smiled at me "Girly little sheeze" he said, my hurt thumps. why?

I unconsciously bit my lip with the thought my heart thumping because of him. What is with that?

That night I was extra scared of sleeping, I can't get Taehyung's dream out of my head and what is scarier is that because I've been thinking of it I might dream of it and it might come true and I don't want it.
I don't want to loose a special friend. The word 'friend' echoes in my head, maybe best friend is the right word or not. I sigh , what is Taehyung to me? I hope I dream about the answers.
11:28pm
I can't sleep. I need to distract my self with the thoughts of him and his dream, I don't want dream about anything. I don't feel like it.

My phone rings and I checked who it was, it was Taehyung.
"Hello?" I answered the phone
"Oh, Hi there Kookie. I can't sleep, mind if we chat a little bit?"
"Absolutely, yeah I can't sleep too"
"Great so-" I can hear him breathing , I blushed. WHY?
When he didn't continue "Hello , you still there?"
"Yeah, I wanna tell you something"
"What is it?" at the back of my mind I was thinking of either telling me he was feeling something for me or he wants to copy my English assignment

Why the hell would I want him to tell me he's feeling something for me.What why would I want that? We are both men. M-E-N MEN! This is scaring the out of me. Am I gay? No no no no , I'm never gay and never will, I still get hard when I watch . Well could I base something like this to that?
"Kookie , still there?" Taehyung asked
"W-what did you say again" Embarrassed with my dirty thoughts I look away as if he was right in front of me
"I said do you want to go to the beach with me this weekend since the storm is gone and the weather is nice"
"Yeah" I quickly replied. What? I have tons of things to do for the weekend
"Cool, I'll hang up then" he yawned
"No no no wait wait I have things to -" *Beep beep beep* That is so sweet of you.

What could possibly go wrong? The beach is nice, the water is nice, sun is nice, shirtless Taehyung is also nice .... I'm so erted. This thoughts are all wrong!!! Why would a shirtless man ? This is enough, I need rest. I need sleep. Yeah sleep is a nice idea

1:45am lights off.
Here comes another dream. I can hear my voice yelling "Taehyung look! look! the starfish is so cute" I look up and found him, SHIRTLESS *yay* this is so not cool. "It looks like you" he said laughing
"I hate you" I pouted
"But you said he is cute" he smirked. I blushed even in my dreams, I look at his neck dripping wet with I don't know sweat with salty water or something else. "Come on Jungkookie let's swim" he said while standing up
"Okay~"
The sun is bright and the water is nice, we played and played and played. I look up at the sun, It was so bright , too bright. Ahh the curtains , I didn't closed it. this reality. I opened my eyes and hell I was right the curtains wasn't closed. I'd probably take a bath now and go to school.