Yunho looked around the warehouse, it was so dark that he couldn’t see anything, he stared at lifeless bodies on the floor, yoochun had killed everyone in his reach, they were sure moonbin was here, they searched for him everywhere, but no sign of his son, 'where are you binnie?'

"Moonbin where are you, baby daddy is here"

 Yunho shouted but still no sign, he walked towards stairs, they didn’t check the attic because there was pile of rubbish in front of stairs, when he reached there he looked around, there was a bump under the thin blanket, his heart starts pounding, 'is that moonbin? is he alive?' he didn’t want to look if it was the case he would rather kill himself, he couldn’t move a step farther, 'please baby, for your mother, Jaejoong will die please baby move a little, ' he prayed and prayed, he dropped his gun on the ground, his whole body was shaking, the bump under the blanket shook a little seemingly startled from the sudden noise.

Yunho`s breath hitched, he start walking towards the bump and throw the blanket away, there under blanket was his son shaking badly, he had a thumb on his mouth, and his eyes were unfocused, he had lost his baby fat and looked so thin that yunho wanted to just kill himself, moonbin didn’t look at him, he just stared at nothing, yunho slowly touched his son shoulder, moonbin eyes widened, he moved back shaking his head, yunho gritted his teeth, he would cut them to pieces , all of them , their families , he will do it , just watch Kim dongwoo, just watch .

"moonbine, its daddy look at me, daddy is here ,sorry I came late, but now I am here baby please look at me ," yunho pleaded he cupped his son face, his face was so thin , his skin was so cold , yunho`s heart broke he closed his eyes , his son didn’t look at him, he was still unfocused,

"Baby, don’t you want to see joongie umma? He is worried about you , look at me baby, " yunho cried harshly , it was first time after so many years that he cried, when Jaejoong left, he didn’t cried he was drunk all the time, but now he was crying, moonbin`s lower lips trembled a habit he picked from Jaejoong when he was going to cry,

"D-daddy" he said, he looked at yunho with his almond eyes exact copy of yunho`s, and throw himself in his father embrace, clenching his shirt tightly, yunho hugged his four years old son, he slowly stood up, trying to control his cries before yoochun and his clan members see him in this state, he caressed small of his son back, who was hiccupping and chanting 'daddy'

They walked out of the house and sat in yunho`s car, yoochun was driving after moonbin refused to be parted from his father, yoochun looked at his cute nephew, he wrapped his coat around him, he was so happy that they finally find him, he sincerely loved his brother and his family, Jaejoong was his best friend and  yoochun lived with Jaejoong in Japan for one year, he helped him to audition for the modeling job and bought him a car, although yunho bought the house for Jaejoong and send him a lot of money every month , he was still worried about his ex- wife and son and send yoochun there, when Jaejoong settled down, finally yoochun came back to Korea, so moonbin was his son in a way too, he glanced at yunho who was rocking moonbin gently while he sang him his favorite lull bye, love in the ice, he smiled ,yunho was like a home to yoochun, when they were a little it was yunho who always protect him, yes his brother was ruthless to others but to him, yunho was his guardian angel, and he was determined to make him happy, and Jaejoong was the key to yunho`s happiness, he smirked, 'hyungie I am going to make you smile soon'

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Changmin looked around the house, it was big summer house near the sea, every corner of the room was filled with Jaejoong and moonbin`s picture, he stared at the big banner in living room, it was picture of Jaejoong and smiling one year old toddler, Jaejoong was blowing a kiss to camera while he hugged moonbin who was his thumb while looking at camera with his wide innocent eyes.

'What are you doing here shim changmin, you knew Jaejoong was trouble, you knew you will never…' he sighed and glanced at Jaejoong who was pacing back and forth while chanting some prayers under his breath. His eyes were puffy and his lips was red due to his biting, yes changmin was worried too, he knew if something happens to moonbin, Jaejoong would break too , he wanted to see him smile , but all his lover did nowadays was frowning, crying, smiling like a robot to him and crying some more.

"Minnie what should I do? They are gone for several hours now, should I call chunnie?" Jaejoong said anxiously, liquid doe eyes staring at changmin pleadingly, ' those eyes killed me, those damn doe eyes'

"No love just calm down I am sure moonbin is alright." Changmin tried to calm his lover but Jaejoong eyes filled with panic,

 Jaejoong bit his lips hard, he was worried about his son, but he was worried about his ex-husband too, he loved him once upon time… he wasn’t ashamed because of his worries about yunho, he was ashamed because he didn’t know if he should use past tense with love or not. Loved or loves him? He wasn’t sure ,  he had told changmin that he was trouble, a complicated package who didn’t have any self control , he couldn’t control his feeling towards his ex-husband but again who could control his/her own feeling, his feeling didn’t have any off /on switch to turned it off when he pleased and turned it on other time.

He heard a car coming and he had this urge to open the door and run toward the vehicle , but he stayed at his place and prayed like crazy, ' god let it be yunho and moonbin'

The door burst open and yoochun came in smiling, Jaejoong was this close to   faint