Aquamarine Blue
Description
When the world is full of colours, we tend not to see them. When the world is full of sounds we are so fond of listening to, we tend not to hear them.
All we see is black and white; we are deaf.
When there are people earning our trust, we tend to give in easily.
But indeed, we need to be careful who to trust; even the devil was once an angel.
Autumn had always been his favourite season. As time went on, he’d grown quite fond of the smell and sounds of everything dying.
He didn’t understand people who stayed in their worlds of stereotypes.
To his own delight however, people didn’t understand him either.
I thought I knew
what beautiful soul looks like.
Until I saw yours;
broken and hurt,
black with the dust of cruelty;
still - brighter than the sun.
A story in which imperfection means beauty, in which the term of perfection alone does not exist.
A story about tears shed because it was too late, about hearts broken for no reason and about love that lasted beyond death.
Foreword
“It is hard to explain in a letter why we’ve decided to end our lives; it is hard to put all the hardships we’ve been through to words. We may think that it’s better this way, that there is no purpose for us in this world anymore. There is no one to tell us otherwise.
Life is tiring. No one waits for us to return home, no one makes us dinner or wakes up next to us. We are all so very lonely, even in the crowd that surrounds us. And we wonder, why is everyone around us happy? Why it can’t be us in their place? We wonder why it was us whom miss Fortune turned her back on?
We wonder, why is there no one to read our last letter?
Sometimes, after we’re done watching the children grow up and we give them away to the world, we think that we have done what we were supposed to do. What’s left after that? We have no one to cook for anymore, no one to send to school anymore, no one to praise and scold anymore.
Only good old Death is waiting for us to pack our things. If we were staring Death right in the eyes, I think we would gladly give our lives away to be finally at peace.
Now the time has finally come. As I walk through the place I spent my last years at, I wonder, did you forget about me? Do you still despise me? Do I even have the right to ask?
I gave you life and I gave you up… I killed the child in you.
As I walk through the place I spent my last years at, I wonder, will you read my letter?”
He felt his brother’s hand on his shoulder as he folded the paper back to its envelope. It had a beautiful shade of blue, that envelope. Too beautiful for such a letter, he thought. Maybe though, the colour was intentional; maybe it was so perfectly blue because it was supposed to lift off the sorrow the letter bore.
He hated blue.
Date started: September 5th 2013
Date finished: ---
Genres: drama, slight angst
Characters: Nam Woohyun, Lee Sungyeol, Kim Sunggyu, Jang Dongwoo, Lee Howon, Kim Myungsoo, Lee Sungjong
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